I don't feel real good tonight. Not in a physical sense it's not a cold or flu or anything.I just feel empty inside like no feeling. I guess you could say I feel emotionaly drained tonight. I feel under apprciated and unloved and just dark inside tonight.I can't feel happy I can't feel sad, Hell I can't even feel angry and that's just not like me.Maybe it's just lack of sleep or just the mood that's been set tonight here in this apartment. Maybe I've been so dark for so long that I've actually lost all sense of emotion. I don't know what's happening to me tonight. I can't explain this sudden change. To be honest it worries me cause I have no energy,none at all. On top of inability to be angry at something I'm always angry at something.Not tonight though I'm just without energy and without emotion.
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Weird N.J.
A friend of mine who moved out here from NJ was familiar with some of the places listed. A lot of them sound cool.
This probably won't make you feel any better, but one of my favorite authors once said something along the lines of this: depression is actually the most productive time we have because that is when we most clearly feel the pain of not yet having gotten the things we want. Therefore it is the time where you acquire the most perspective on your current trajectory, and also the most resolve and emotional leverage to get there.
woah, I really am turning into Tony Robbins. scary.
Hope you feel better soon