ladydeath

WOOO HOOO!!!!!! I get to go back to work after the court thing with that dumb fuck. Who now i wish i would of just jumped over the counter and shoved my boot up his ass and banged his head into the wall unrill he fell into a fucking coma. Sorry I'm a little more then just pissed tonight. My brother and dad aren't fighting their just totally acting immature aboout everything and just fucking ignoreing each other now. Which makes me feel bad. What's really bothering me is I'm the middle man so to speak. It's really getting on my nerves that they come to me and say shit like " what did the old fuck say about me?" OR "What's the good for nothing ex-son of mine saying about me" It's fucking ripping me in two. I'm starting to feel like that song that goes.. (Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort, suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight, chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight and I'm contemplating suicide
Cause I'm losin' my sight, losin' my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright, nothing's fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I never realized I was spread too thin
'Til it was too late and I was empty within)
That's how I'm feeling anymore with all this bull shit in my life. Oh enough bitching.
Oh and my wound is like grossly infected.