I've been thinking. About SG as both a concept and an organization. I keep thinking of SLC punk, towards the end where the girl remarks on Stevo's "punk" attire:it looked like he was wearing a uniform. Is that what the original (fairly honorable) concept that SG has denigrated into? Instead of redefining beauty by allowing truly different to showcase said beauty, it seems that they've simply set a new standard of conformity. I suppose its unsurprising that a site that puts "alternative beauty" on pedestal to have questionable morals. I'm not sure--It doesn't help that all records indicate that the organization is currently run by atrociously misogynistic human being. But that's another story entirely.
I suppose I'm just trying to thoroughly evaluate what it really means to be a suicide girl. I think this was all triggered from my concern that I was not quite waifish enough to make front page. The thought was kind of jarring. Why should it even be an issue if SG really wants to redefine beauty?
I'm exhausted. I've been over-analyzing every compartment of my multi-faceted life for hours now. I should've been reading Shakespeare for class tomorrow. Dammit.
I suppose I'm just trying to thoroughly evaluate what it really means to be a suicide girl. I think this was all triggered from my concern that I was not quite waifish enough to make front page. The thought was kind of jarring. Why should it even be an issue if SG really wants to redefine beauty?
I'm exhausted. I've been over-analyzing every compartment of my multi-faceted life for hours now. I should've been reading Shakespeare for class tomorrow. Dammit.
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I'm not sure what a "true" Suicide Girl is, but I'm gonna do my thing for promoting self-esteem and say that, from the little I've known of you, you are gorgeous and sexy and have all the independant qualities of a real suicide girl.
Take care. xxx