Sunday Jan 10, 2010

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I'm so enamored with this silly boy. He's so perfect most of the time. But sometimes it really, really hurts. My ex (who's a psych major) says he has "all the signs"

I'm afraid. But I've loved him since was 11. the same way i love music.


curioustomcat:
"All the signs" just ask him what this shrink talk does mean in detail. Anyway it is of no iterest if "he" is showing any signs. It is first about you.

I am not a psych major but how about an ex-bf who had to live in the shadow of a childhood love having to face the myth and feeling hurt and jealous?

Identify your hurt. Show it to your lover and find out if he is willing to remove its source. If he is not willing and the source is in him, he is the one to be removed. frown

There is a German proverb which goes, "Lieber ein Ende mit Schrecken als ein Schrecken ohne Ende!"
("Better a horrific end than horror without an end!" - that is only a rough translation...)

P.S.: I am just speaking my mind. I hope that I am not too rough on a tender topic...

Thursday Jan 07, 2010

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It's been a while since I've posted anything. I've re-met a boy. A man really, he's 27. Im nervous and excited. Today is his birthday. I made a cake and a dinner. He's driving 2 hours to come see me. We "dated" back when I was 16, but my parents (and the law) frowned upon the relationship. Time to try again. 5 years later, and...
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jeremisio:
Congrats new, well in your case newish, relationships are always fun.
dave_sb:
Woo! Congrats to you. The law always is a bit black and white about these things. I know plenty of young teenagers who are perfectly mature enough to deal with proper relationships and all that entails, and I know loads of 30-something year olds who, frankly, aren't. There should be an exam or something.... wink

Checked out your music - great stuff. The two tracks up there sound very different to each other. Nothing Back is cool - very Moby...

Thursday Nov 26, 2009

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I love being home. Also, I'm now taking applications for a rebound boy, or at least someone with whom to cuddle.
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jeremisio:
Well do you have an application process?
dave_sb:
ahhh, shame you're soooo far away... frown

Monday Nov 23, 2009

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I got dumped on my older brother's birthday. I should've gone home. But it looks like I'm getting the friends in the separation.
curioustomcat:
Well, bad timing but early saves time for later wink

Friday Nov 20, 2009

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spliffy:
Wicked! biggrin
ccupcake:
I'm jealous, and I love you.

Wednesday Nov 18, 2009

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I'm so unbelievably stoked about going to see Amanda Palmer in concert tonight at the TLA in philly. She's my hero, and one of the largest living influences on my own music. =]
curioustomcat:
Any chance of putting up a sample of your music?

Thursday Nov 12, 2009

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i was going to write a long eloquent blog about how just about every aspect of my life is going horribly wrong. But I'm far to inebriated for that. I'll say only this: Fuck EVERYTHING.
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curioustomcat:
You can always send me a pm if you feel like telling more wink kiss
phillycharlie:
sometimes you just gotta say what the fuck...or in this case...fuck everything
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