ladyabigail

So it is the start of a new beginning. The thing that lived with me for over a year and a year in a half (We are just going to call him that cause I don't really have another name for him) is gone. He left at 11 p.m last night. It was weird waking up this morning to an empty house but it felt so nice at the same time. I guess it didn't hit me last night becasue I was suffering so much from other things, and the migraine wasn't helping anything. I finally accepted it this morning. He is gone. I won't have to deal with him anymore. He won't be able to hurt me anymore. No more threats. No more of anything. After all that shit he put me through, he expects me to pay him 3500$. Um yea, let's go with no. I only owe him for the phone, that was 500$. Well I pretty much paid that back to him by sending out his shit, buying his ticket, and giving him some cash when he left. Oh and I have to send out some shit he left here. If he didn't need it or I knew how to get into it I would keep it. I still need to find my diaries that son of a bitch has. I guess I won't get that back until I pay him the 3500$. *laughs*like that is ever going to fucking happen. I would not pay that kind of money to get any kind of memory back. Especially memories of that son of a bitch. Those aren't worth keeping. I wish I could take them out of my head and burn them. To bad it isn't possible. Well I am done with him. Now maybe my life can get back to normal. Well what I call normal. To the start of new beginnings. I want to thank all the friends who have helped me through this long struggle.