okay since it's Friday night and its obvious I have nothing else better to freaking do besides write Erotica i'll write another blog. Yes for all of you who are reading this, I write erotica. I have been for years. I'm not the best at it but it gives me time to get my fantasies onto paper. Plus my friends give me crazy ideas that they want and I turn it into a story for them. Needless to say as long as I have the inspiration, I have my work cut out for me. If I knew my work was good enough I would try to get it published somewhere. Not sure where I would even start there.
So what else is there? oh yea i'm at home on a Friday night with nothing to do cause i'm a club virgin and even if I wanted to go out I have no one to go out with. The so called local friends I have here don't even have any of the same interests that I do. Why do people make such a big deal out of bondage? I mean is it honestly that bad? You can't tell me that you have never had a fantasy about being tied up or using handcuffs or anything. I just want to head slap these people.
I've currently found music to occupy me for a bit. I'm listening to a bunch of random stuff actually. Cradle of Filth, Black Label Society, Avenged Sevenfold, and a crap loud of techno. My music style has changed a lot over the past few months. I've gotten back into hardcore and well its all I really listen to. that and Cradle of Filth.
Before I go for the night, yea its only 11.15 pm and i'm ready for bed. Why must people make fun of Goths? We have a different lifestyle. We don't really care if you don't like us or not. We aren't going to change for you. If you tell me you hate my bondage pants i'm not going to change out of them. I'm going to add more chains to them, maybe add some black lipstick and some make up, and turn even more goth. I refuse to change because some idiot doesn't like the way that I dress. I dress differently so I DON'T end up like you. Freaking morons I swear. The same goes to people who treat disabled people differently. just because we are disabled doesn't mean we should get different treatment. Yes if someone asks to help one of us we give an answer but we don't deserve to be made fun of because jerk wants to get his jollies off. Now these people I just want to back hand. Please tell me I can.
Well that's all I have for now. I'm to tired to rant anymore.
~Abby~
So what else is there? oh yea i'm at home on a Friday night with nothing to do cause i'm a club virgin and even if I wanted to go out I have no one to go out with. The so called local friends I have here don't even have any of the same interests that I do. Why do people make such a big deal out of bondage? I mean is it honestly that bad? You can't tell me that you have never had a fantasy about being tied up or using handcuffs or anything. I just want to head slap these people.
I've currently found music to occupy me for a bit. I'm listening to a bunch of random stuff actually. Cradle of Filth, Black Label Society, Avenged Sevenfold, and a crap loud of techno. My music style has changed a lot over the past few months. I've gotten back into hardcore and well its all I really listen to. that and Cradle of Filth.
Before I go for the night, yea its only 11.15 pm and i'm ready for bed. Why must people make fun of Goths? We have a different lifestyle. We don't really care if you don't like us or not. We aren't going to change for you. If you tell me you hate my bondage pants i'm not going to change out of them. I'm going to add more chains to them, maybe add some black lipstick and some make up, and turn even more goth. I refuse to change because some idiot doesn't like the way that I dress. I dress differently so I DON'T end up like you. Freaking morons I swear. The same goes to people who treat disabled people differently. just because we are disabled doesn't mean we should get different treatment. Yes if someone asks to help one of us we give an answer but we don't deserve to be made fun of because jerk wants to get his jollies off. Now these people I just want to back hand. Please tell me I can.
Well that's all I have for now. I'm to tired to rant anymore.
~Abby~