soooooooo i need some love'n
feel like ive gone boy crazy and all I think I'm looking for is someone to hold but alas im fussy and I dont want to settle for anything less than the ideal.
work has started to pick up i think im taking it alot less seriously but i think in the long run his job isnt for me so I was thinking of getting work in a pub or something *shrug* I'm so broke right now I have $25 to last me till friday next week...eeeek. and i promise I didnt drink it all away it all went on bills things like car rego and mobile phone bills it was depressing handing over so much money and realising that my social life is going to suffer but I should probably take a break anyway.
I've been so angry and frustrated latley and I have no idea what over, and sad my ex wants me back and wants to take me to france to live.. he applied for a job at blizzard so if he gets it he is going... it sounds so good i can just get away but ive never wanted to stay home in my intire life ive met lots of really awsome people over the last few weeks and I'm not sure if i want to give that up yet and i couldnt live without my best friend roxy...but living without dan who has been the only person who has stuck by me listened to me cared for me knows me inside and out am I ready to give THAT up? its a very complicated situation he is pretty much my rock i go a lil mental and do stupid things when he isnt arround. he has made me a better person i have like 10 days until he leaves on holiday to south africa to make my mind up. which is fucked because I have quite enjoyed the freedom of not having to consider someone elses feelings selfish I know.
i think i might add some new pics so have a look if you feel up to it.
hope all is well and you are safe
feel like ive gone boy crazy and all I think I'm looking for is someone to hold but alas im fussy and I dont want to settle for anything less than the ideal.
work has started to pick up i think im taking it alot less seriously but i think in the long run his job isnt for me so I was thinking of getting work in a pub or something *shrug* I'm so broke right now I have $25 to last me till friday next week...eeeek. and i promise I didnt drink it all away it all went on bills things like car rego and mobile phone bills it was depressing handing over so much money and realising that my social life is going to suffer but I should probably take a break anyway.
I've been so angry and frustrated latley and I have no idea what over, and sad my ex wants me back and wants to take me to france to live.. he applied for a job at blizzard so if he gets it he is going... it sounds so good i can just get away but ive never wanted to stay home in my intire life ive met lots of really awsome people over the last few weeks and I'm not sure if i want to give that up yet and i couldnt live without my best friend roxy...but living without dan who has been the only person who has stuck by me listened to me cared for me knows me inside and out am I ready to give THAT up? its a very complicated situation he is pretty much my rock i go a lil mental and do stupid things when he isnt arround. he has made me a better person i have like 10 days until he leaves on holiday to south africa to make my mind up. which is fucked because I have quite enjoyed the freedom of not having to consider someone elses feelings selfish I know.
i think i might add some new pics so have a look if you feel up to it.
hope all is well and you are safe
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accidental:
nah, everything is cheap in adelaide, except for me ofcourse hahahah
accidental:
hahaha, i'm loaded though, i'm sure i could afford you! straighter than edge hey, is there such a thing? haha, man i'm so bored, i need something exciting to happen, the filthy girl i was seeing told me she was seeing someone else via sms, filthy hussy. so yeah, i'm against girls atm, but i like them oh so much, but hate them, but like them 