lady_lazarus

Hello My Pretties,
feeling a bit like the wicked witch this afternoon...maybe its the sunshine! Its been gloomy for months on end...and today is beautiful....cold...but lovely! It is a very welcome change. Well, I was talked into being a responsible adult (thanks mom!) and not driving out there on my own....so no shoot this weekend.. But I do have a garaunteed ride for next weekend! YAY! I plan to use this time to shoot some more practice sets and play around with my makeup...and of course...hit the books! I start my new job tomorrow...nothin special, just a call center, but after being unemployed and stuck out in the middle of nowhere...any job at all is sublime! I'm a bit nervous...but am seriously looking forward to time out of the house! I have been becoming more and more of a hermit out here and don't think its very healthy. I want to thank everyone for the wonderful and supportive comments....I don't know what I would do without them...it really brightens my day...so THANK YOU! I'm starting to feel as if I have found my own little niche in this world...and the dissillusionment of my first rejection is beging to wear off...am actually begining to feel a bit hopeful. I'll let you know how the set goes...for the meantime...studying I shall be! Thanks to you all!

Here's me practicing smiling! I am definitely not good at the false smile....I think I might be getting a little better!?!?!????