lads

This is not a love song:

Sunshine,

Upon receiving your Tandem thoughts today, I had a few for the tango. I believe you are the one who mentally walked out on this relationship some time ago when you gave up on making it work. I believe maybe because reality was difficult for you and you simply embraced condolences in fear and mistrust? I don't really know, but I do know that I've been a victim of our revolving door as well as you.

I'm getting to grips with what you said; "keeping you on a string" is not my intention. Keeping us right is all I can claim. No it's not in my head I can't awaken the dead day after day. Why don't we talk about it? Why do you always doubt that there can be a better way?

It's this vary behavior that doesn't make me wanna stay... so why don't we break up? Would seem there's nothing left to say? For me I've had my eyes shut so that they won't stray, but that's what has made the difference today, maybe not yesterday. I say we're fatally flawed regardless of my sincerest efforts.

Well you say write me off your list, I'll walk away. Well, I'm only here don't need to shout it! Given time we'll forget if that's what you are prepared for?

Anyway, I chose you and that's all gone to waste.