Well fuck.
She ses she loves me, but i just cant believe that.
How could you love someone who just continues to fuck you round...changes their mind CONSTANTLY...and is utterly devoid of a heart?
I actually think i am broken?
No. I know i am broken.
When she agrees, and takes those steps back....its then i feel for her....i want to bite her when she...
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mastercraftsman:
Devoid of a heart sounds pretty familiar. We all have different ideas about how relationships should be I guess. It's taken me awhile to move on but life has been better for it. New adventures are making them just fond old memories....
fairyjochen:
How is New Zealand i these times?
I once was lost....But now am found....
Morgannahh is an angel.....and angel with shimmery tears, but even angels have trauma, right? You are my fave....and it DOES get easier....just not...like....months.....more like YEARS. But one day breath feels less painful...less gasped at....erm....blergh.
Life is mellow.....waiting for the sun to come out all proper like.
Its been raining for days.... but i have found things to keep...
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Morgannahh is an angel.....and angel with shimmery tears, but even angels have trauma, right? You are my fave....and it DOES get easier....just not...like....months.....more like YEARS. But one day breath feels less painful...less gasped at....erm....blergh.
Life is mellow.....waiting for the sun to come out all proper like.
Its been raining for days.... but i have found things to keep...
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notthellama:
what are those cartooned things!!! i remember them but can't remember who they are. they freak me out. you have to tell me. that, and, i'm sad i didn't get to spend more time and do cooler stuff in Nelson. oh well, i'll be back some day for sure.
pure:
Weather is shit huh I second that not that I like to talk (write) about the weather
But when is summer getting here !! ! !!
Nelsons nice
KFed... I'm so happy shes leaving him he was a bad husband and a bad father
Think the world agrees but it never got off to a good start her hooking up with him while Shar was 8 months pregnant
Have fun
X
But when is summer getting here !! ! !!
Nelsons nice
KFed... I'm so happy shes leaving him he was a bad husband and a bad father
Think the world agrees but it never got off to a good start her hooking up with him while Shar was 8 months pregnant
Have fun
X
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fozzieb:
Sweet Halloween Party Pics! It's good to see that you're still with us 
morgannahh:
Happy all hallows eve Love your photo's....looks like such an awesome party 
Love your photo's....looks like such an awesome party HULLO!!!!
Somehow....I AM STILL HERE!!!
yay for me...
I keep checking if im still here...and then i am....and then i think i wanna update me journal....and then i dont....just in case....but...sheesh....the SG membership fairy is smiling upon me still.....(and now that i have updated and all,i will be cut off NOW....no....NOW....erm....)
ANYHO: This has been a great week.
Last thursday we had Anika Moa play...
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Somehow....I AM STILL HERE!!!
yay for me...
I keep checking if im still here...and then i am....and then i think i wanna update me journal....and then i dont....just in case....but...sheesh....the SG membership fairy is smiling upon me still.....(and now that i have updated and all,i will be cut off NOW....no....NOW....erm....)
ANYHO: This has been a great week.
Last thursday we had Anika Moa play...
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jay_blank:
Excellent! You've been a busy lil beaver! I know what you mean about good friends...you can always pick up where you left off.
Isn't seeing live shows the best? If I didn't have to work a 9-5, I'd see one every night!
Isn't seeing live shows the best? If I didn't have to work a 9-5, I'd see one every night!
pure:
Not as much fun as yours by the sounds..
Not a lot live music played here. No good bands *sigh*
Hamilton rather dull haha i have get out about more gigs
X
Not a lot live music played here. No good bands *sigh*
Hamilton rather dull haha i have get out about more gigs
X
This is most probably my last post in a while.
My friend with the credit card can no longer put my acct on her card.
If any of my friends out there are nice and wealthy....you can buy me a new subscription...??!!!Even just a month will do...
Cheeky...
I have made some actual friends....and seen some beautiful pictures....changed my previous thoughts on the whole art...
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My friend with the credit card can no longer put my acct on her card.
If any of my friends out there are nice and wealthy....you can buy me a new subscription...??!!!Even just a month will do...
Cheeky...
I have made some actual friends....and seen some beautiful pictures....changed my previous thoughts on the whole art...
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joesph90:
No you can't leave....your my kiwi buddy!
mexicant:
Well that sucks. I was excited over the prospect of having a new stalker/friend and now you're leaving? Somehow, I feel cheated. 
Hullo Good People Of The Interweb.....
Busy weekend.....work was great....we had the roast crew playing on Friday night, which was grrreat, and Sat was Aurel Trash which is music i dont generally like....but i frikken loved it!!
I have trained up a new girl (as far as you can train someone up,it aint brain surgery!) and she is fab. I love that my work is...
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Busy weekend.....work was great....we had the roast crew playing on Friday night, which was grrreat, and Sat was Aurel Trash which is music i dont generally like....but i frikken loved it!!
I have trained up a new girl (as far as you can train someone up,it aint brain surgery!) and she is fab. I love that my work is...
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punknitemike:
work more fun than your home life, how is that possible? you need to do something to change that! i dunno bout you, but it sounds to me like you're having some pretty good times! and damn, you're fuckin cute!!!
fairyjochen:
thank you for the comment!
WHOOHOO!!!!AWESOME!!!
What a grrreat time in dirty old Dunners. I havent updated because i continued the excess+rockstar lifestyle all the way home!! Amazing. The crew at this place called refuel were so cool and nice that it made the whole gig easy and awesome. Not too many trouble-makers. Erm....only us.....
The car ride was excruciating....as it was 3 strangers in the back of an suv....(we...
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What a grrreat time in dirty old Dunners. I havent updated because i continued the excess+rockstar lifestyle all the way home!! Amazing. The crew at this place called refuel were so cool and nice that it made the whole gig easy and awesome. Not too many trouble-makers. Erm....only us.....
The car ride was excruciating....as it was 3 strangers in the back of an suv....(we...
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pure:
Ha wow sounds like heaps fun n trouble 
mastercraftsman:
Now YOU are someone I'd like to hang out with....
Wel....in 3 hours i am getting in a car to drive for TWELVE HOURS!!! to get to Dunedin for the Roni Size gig.
::sigh::
But itll be good. The gig's tomorrow night, and I'm just the door bitch, but then on Friday I get
to spend the day in Dunners just hanging out, and walking round.....
I lived in Waitati for a little whil around...
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::sigh::
But itll be good. The gig's tomorrow night, and I'm just the door bitch, but then on Friday I get
to spend the day in Dunners just hanging out, and walking round.....
I lived in Waitati for a little whil around...
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nemesis:
Yeah its a lot of fun going to school when you've chosen the course yourself. Although its a lot of selfdisciplin required to do all the reading and writing.
You look so cute in the photos!
You look so cute in the photos!
pure:
Love the new hair! Your cutie
Hope fun road tripe Dunners !! ! !!
X
Hope fun road tripe Dunners !! ! !!
X
I am not here.......DONT LOOK AT ME! Im not real..... 
Long time no see.
Sooooooo busy.
Work.....drinks.....work.....drinks......gym........drinks.......a thousand ciggies........and so on and so forth.
Wanna dance. Wanna scream along to bikini kill. Wanna find beautiful strangers to adore and flirt silently with.
Spring Baby!!!
I am truley sorry for my friends on the other side of the equator, BUT.....Im gonna have some SUMMER SOON!!!!
WHHHHHEEEEEEEEEE!!!
Im dying my hair pink and red....but i have such...
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Sooooooo busy.
Work.....drinks.....work.....drinks......gym........drinks.......a thousand ciggies........and so on and so forth.
Wanna dance. Wanna scream along to bikini kill. Wanna find beautiful strangers to adore and flirt silently with.
Spring Baby!!!
I am truley sorry for my friends on the other side of the equator, BUT.....Im gonna have some SUMMER SOON!!!!
WHHHHHEEEEEEEEEE!!!
Im dying my hair pink and red....but i have such...
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morgannahh:
ahh thank you lovely girl but you know that old, what goes up must come down saying...my weekend was so incredible i'm waiting for the bad news..guess i shouldn't always be so negative....haha....
Sounds like you've been having fun. I love the flirting with strangers silenty bit...Spring is definately here ....take care lady
but you know that old, what goes up must come down saying...my weekend was so incredible i'm waiting for the bad news..guess i shouldn't always be so negative....haha....
Sounds like you've been having fun. I love the flirting with strangers silenty bit...Spring is definately here ....take care lady
joesph90:
Thanks for the comments you!
I'm jumping on the 'incredible weekend' band wagon as well.......
I'm thinking of starting a business on SG doing stencils for people ....maybe I could quit my day job!
PS I have sent a cd of NZ music to JayRatch....we have to educate the rest of the world on good music!
I'm jumping on the 'incredible weekend' band wagon as well.......
I'm thinking of starting a business on SG doing stencils for people
....maybe I could quit my day job!
PS I have sent a cd of NZ music to JayRatch....we have to educate the rest of the world on good music!
So.
Steve Irwin Died.
He's something of a favorite son in Australia, and New Zealand too.
I know alot of people thought he was over the top, but he got your frikken attention, right??
::sigh::
I had a bunch of great stories tp tell of my weekend debauchery, but decided that it was more important to....erm....not.
I hope his wife and children have all the...
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Steve Irwin Died.
He's something of a favorite son in Australia, and New Zealand too.
I know alot of people thought he was over the top, but he got your frikken attention, right??
::sigh::
I had a bunch of great stories tp tell of my weekend debauchery, but decided that it was more important to....erm....not.
I hope his wife and children have all the...
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fairyjochen:
unluck..
annisa:
not alot of rock chicks? what is the big music scene over there?