Well they are closing my shift at work so starting May 15 I gotta get up early(be at work by 7:30) and I lose my shift premium($100 a paycheque) At the same time it means I may actually have a chance to learn what a social life is. I haven't worked a morning job for 5 years. Of course a social life means spending more money.. which I now make less of :x Oh well my 6 month review is due at end of month so that will hopefully cut losses down to $50 a cheque.. and I get benefits... once I finally get my form in.

Cascada, Alice Cooper, Ian Van Dahl, NUMA NUMA NUMA!!!!!!!!! Mia he Mia hoo Mia ha Mia ha ha Hallo? Salute, Bif Naked, Gob,Yeah Yeah Yeahs. Music pandora.com

So anyway on the bus(always on the bus) I had a daydream that I had first read an article about abuse being an addiction... this has stuck to me like a memory rather then a dream.. subconscious plagarism.. interesting.. but anyhow back to abuse being addictive.. since getting hit in the face I've been wanting to get hurt again. So I guess thats +1 to that theory.. my dealer wasn't at work today though. I love my fucked up life. Bruises are like non permenent moving tattoos.