Sigh I hate birthdays they always make me think about life.. past present and future. I dont know whether I should stay at my job or find a new one... the job itself is monotenous and repetitive but I kinda like it. Although the only reason I haven't walked out yet is because of a girl there. Shes amzing.. and her friend has hinted that she likes me but.. she has a boyfriend.. That song.. I think artist is James Blunt "You're Beautiful (but I'll never be with you)" comes to mind. Then again the company will also pay for some education after I've been there 6 months so I dont know if I should stay and use and abuse that.
My roommate wants to get me stoned tonight.. I haven't done drugs in 5 years.. is it about damn time I did again or should I play the good boy and say no.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck
All of a sudden I'm getting all sorts of allergic reactions to I dont know what. I've only had mild hayfever until this year and all of a sudden I'm freaking allergic to everything. Doctor's appointment is .. sometime in a couple of months.
Fuck so much confusion. Seemed like I was on top of the world 2 weeks ago. Now I just wanna scream.
OK I'm done with my emo rant.
My roommate wants to get me stoned tonight.. I haven't done drugs in 5 years.. is it about damn time I did again or should I play the good boy and say no.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck
All of a sudden I'm getting all sorts of allergic reactions to I dont know what. I've only had mild hayfever until this year and all of a sudden I'm freaking allergic to everything. Doctor's appointment is .. sometime in a couple of months.
Fuck so much confusion. Seemed like I was on top of the world 2 weeks ago. Now I just wanna scream.
OK I'm done with my emo rant.
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Oh, and James Blunt is totally awesome... I just had to say that.
Have a great B-day bud.