im having a weird weekend.
i think i need to learn to not take things personally.
man i get so offended when i feel like poeple arent being honest or acting as they should, but really they could be dealing with their own shit. maybe they dont feel well. maybe they have to wort things out. maybe the world doesnt revolve around me?
on the other hand, maybe people are just pleasers who dont say what they mean because they just want everyone to like them, regaurdless if the feeling is mutual.
im being set up with some guy ive never met. i dont even care for or about this guy. im really not interested, but i should be. im more interested in this guy that will hardley touch me and never really even compliments me or shows affection of any kind. they say that girls always want the guys that are hard to get, or the ones that you cant tell if they really like you. i dont, i lose zeal and interest FAST when i feel as though im being rejected. and i sort of feel as though i am.
ive totally been spoiled by my past boyfriends maybe. ive never dated a guy that wasnt all over me. kissing and hugging and touching and telling me how awesome i am. but i dont think its crazy to want that. i HONESTLY get more attention and affection from me FRIENDS than my date.
or maybe we are just friends. if that all he refers to me as when describing me, maybe i should stop fooling myself.
long story longer, i need an ego boost. so you can tell me im pretty now.
i think i need to learn to not take things personally.
man i get so offended when i feel like poeple arent being honest or acting as they should, but really they could be dealing with their own shit. maybe they dont feel well. maybe they have to wort things out. maybe the world doesnt revolve around me?
on the other hand, maybe people are just pleasers who dont say what they mean because they just want everyone to like them, regaurdless if the feeling is mutual.
im being set up with some guy ive never met. i dont even care for or about this guy. im really not interested, but i should be. im more interested in this guy that will hardley touch me and never really even compliments me or shows affection of any kind. they say that girls always want the guys that are hard to get, or the ones that you cant tell if they really like you. i dont, i lose zeal and interest FAST when i feel as though im being rejected. and i sort of feel as though i am.
ive totally been spoiled by my past boyfriends maybe. ive never dated a guy that wasnt all over me. kissing and hugging and touching and telling me how awesome i am. but i dont think its crazy to want that. i HONESTLY get more attention and affection from me FRIENDS than my date.
or maybe we are just friends. if that all he refers to me as when describing me, maybe i should stop fooling myself.
long story longer, i need an ego boost. so you can tell me im pretty now.
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section8:
Umm I don't know, I'm not one who usually gives in to Fishing for complements but as far as i can tell there isnt a girl more deserving of random love then one as cute as you. 
burningleviathan:
You are pretty and i'd have your babies, if that was possible!