really fucking bad news part 94795734597:
one of my best friends... no fuck it, my BEST friend... in the whole world had probably one of the worst possible things that can happen to a person happen to her. i dont even know how to fucking handle it. i love her so much, shes such a good girl, she doesnt deserve this bullshit. her life is changed. her life is ruined. nothing will ever be normal for her again.
it just sort of made me grateful to even be alive. it made me happy to be there for her.
she makes me matter sometimes.
life is just endless drama and bullshit if you let it be. AND I LET IT BE. and then here is this girl who says "dude, its cool" to fucking every tragic thing you can throw at her has to deal with something i hope i will never even come close to knowing the pain of.
you think you have problems? because you dont. none of us really do. we create problems. things can be so easy, we make them hard. we have to talk out everything. we have to put it into a category. we have to diside what is morally right for us and then impose it on everyone we come in contact with, lest they be judged. and by whom? the people that are supposed to be accepting them. the people that actually choose to be in their life completely devoid of any obligation.
i love you for your flaws. whoever reads this, i love you for your flaws.
and not in spite of them, but because of them.
the people in my world are the facets of character that complete me.
life is too short.
FUCK life is too short and messy.
memento mori.
(remember thy death) because nothings worth it. "it" the big picture. unhappiness in such a short period of time.
ive lived my entire life with more pain and tragedy that many people should ever have to endure. my therapist said i was one of those people that would just fly over. soar over adversity. i dont need to bury it anymore, i just need to let it go.
of all the shit things that happened to me in my childhood, at least i was raised to have something you can't buy and that is hard to find. i was raised to be open minded. that is one of the most important qualities in anyone i know. i want to be the sort of person that will always accept you. i think i used to be that person, well now i am again.
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i love you for your flaws. whoever reads this, i love you for your flaws.
and not in spite of them, but because of them.
the people in my world are the facets of character that complete me.
Like that guy said above. That is pretty much the best thing anyone could ever say to or about anyone else.
I try to look at everything bad that happens to me as a challenge. A way to have fun so to speak, just a different type of fun. IE i get to learn something else about life or myself. I try on purpose to never forget the bad things. Its those bad things that tend to define who I am in most cases. Im not sure what happened with your friend but I wish you guys the best.
Oh and for something completely different, your set was the hottness.
you are gorgeous and you like neutral milk.
i'm sorry to hear about your friend, i hope everything is ok.
<3 jason