lackadaisiac

I ran into her again. That same girl from my old life. The one I always wanted to be close to but never could. Every time I see her she makes me feel like I've aged ten years. Like I'm an old man reminiscing of a past love. When shit like that actually made sense to me. It was just a moment. A brief wave and familiar exchange of names as we passed each other on the way to class. Then after, the intense replay of events, choices made, chances lost, and the bitter sweet head candy of regret. I know I can't have her but at least the momnent will always be there for me in my mind. So it goes. Sometimes it hurts to live in here...Such a whiny fuck.