laceyk

Last night I lay in bed, and started screaming in my prayers. Anger, frustration, and confusion filled my head. I had been looking for answers for a while and received no signs and no answers.

I was swearing, yelling, pissed at the world.
I opened my eyes after all of this and saw a firefly in my room.

Now I understand this may not seem like a big deal, but about a week and a half ago, I was in a similar situation. Feeling lost, angry, not understanding why the universe had chosen my family and I for this hardship. And I opened my eyes and there in my room was a firefly on the wall across from the bed I was sleeping in (different room and bed then last night).

I cannot help but think that perhaps that little glow in the darkness is supposed to show me that there is light in the darkness that is now surrounding me. Or perhaps it is a symbol of my guardian angel.

I know that some may think it is just coincidence. But for me it has to be something more. The time period between the two occurrences, the feeling of loss and anger I was feeling at the time was the same, and the fact I was in different rooms.

It seems to be a way of the universe to send me a sign.