Sorry for the uber depressing, bitching, childish blog.
Moving on.
Last night was supposed to only be Happy Hour - but some how I got sucked into to being out til 1:30 am. And for some reason I feel guilty. I have absolutely no reason to feel guilty - I was responsible I was behaved, I did nothing wrong, I'm not hungover.
The only thing I was supposed to do yesterday was workout and clean - so I didn't get those two things done, but I shouldn't feel guilty for that.
I got to spend time with friends and people who weren't yet friends.
I don't know it is weird. I can't work 24-7. And I shouldn't have to stay home everynight.
Very strange - to feel like I did something wrong when I did nothing.
I swear my guilt level is unbelivable.
The warm weather helps get your ass into gear for working out.
And it seems to have renewed all my co-workers moods a bit. It has renewed mine as well.
Tomorrow night anti_duff will come to visit so we can celebrate his bday! Woot!
We are going to live it up - steak dinner, probably a yummy Cabernet and key lime pie.
That will make me happy.
T-minus a few weeks (actual date withheld) till I go to Morocco with mom.
I hope this will be as epic as I think it will be.
Moving on.
Last night was supposed to only be Happy Hour - but some how I got sucked into to being out til 1:30 am. And for some reason I feel guilty. I have absolutely no reason to feel guilty - I was responsible I was behaved, I did nothing wrong, I'm not hungover.
The only thing I was supposed to do yesterday was workout and clean - so I didn't get those two things done, but I shouldn't feel guilty for that.
I got to spend time with friends and people who weren't yet friends.
I don't know it is weird. I can't work 24-7. And I shouldn't have to stay home everynight.
Very strange - to feel like I did something wrong when I did nothing.
I swear my guilt level is unbelivable.
The warm weather helps get your ass into gear for working out.
And it seems to have renewed all my co-workers moods a bit. It has renewed mine as well.
Tomorrow night anti_duff will come to visit so we can celebrate his bday! Woot!
We are going to live it up - steak dinner, probably a yummy Cabernet and key lime pie.
That will make me happy.
T-minus a few weeks (actual date withheld) till I go to Morocco with mom.
I hope this will be as epic as I think it will be.
when random guilt seeps its way in my head i eat lots of suger, get hyper n pass out in a feild some where ^^ its my guilt be gone!
Feel bad, or terrible, although I've done nothing wrong.
It's weird how the mind works sometimes.