Hey doll. You know we'll talk about this in person, but it's easy for me to answer in writing. Here ya go.
This statement , well shit, i'll say it 'cause that's how I roll, Do you really fucking care what people think? Do you perceive me as a Jesus Freak? And for that matter, if people did, be it you or me, what's wrong with that?
Yes, sometimes I do care what people think. I'm definitely not ALWAYS thinking that way, but sometimes my insecurities creep in. No, I don't think you're a Jesus freak at all! In fact, I admire your faith and your ability to defend it no matter what. The thing is, I'm afraid I won't be strong enough to do the same.
What's wrong finding a spiritual connection and and bein' in with flynn? It only matter's how you feel, not others. Finding God or any religion is something special that nooone else can take from you.
I agree that faith and spirituality is something that no one can take away from you, and I want that in my life. I'm just not sure what to call it yet!
Other news, i'm excited about the Black Cat. Hank called me this morning and he's getting his ticket today. I'm happy to see you. I think last year was the first year we didn't spend new years together.
I'm excited, too! What are you going to wear, and where do you want to have dinner?
I'm thinking more, are you ashamed of finding God or admitting that you want God in your life?
I'm not ashamed, but it feels very embarassing for me. Like I should be able to take care of myself. I've also been a cynic for so long now, it's hard for me to eat my words.
Hmmm... Do you like PF Changs? That would be good for New Years, and it's not expensive. We could make reservations kinda early. I think I'm going to dress up a bit. I hope you don't wear long johns! Hahaha!
This statement , well shit, i'll say it 'cause that's how I roll, Do you really fucking care what people think? Do you perceive me as a Jesus Freak? And for that matter, if people did, be it you or me, what's wrong with that?
Yes, sometimes I do care what people think. I'm definitely not ALWAYS thinking that way, but sometimes my insecurities creep in. No, I don't think you're a Jesus freak at all! In fact, I admire your faith and your ability to defend it no matter what. The thing is, I'm afraid I won't be strong enough to do the same.
What's wrong finding a spiritual connection and and bein' in with flynn? It only matter's how you feel, not others. Finding God or any religion is something special that nooone else can take from you.
I agree that faith and spirituality is something that no one can take away from you, and I want that in my life. I'm just not sure what to call it yet!
Other news, i'm excited about the Black Cat. Hank called me this morning and he's getting his ticket today. I'm happy to see you. I think last year was the first year we didn't spend new years together.
I'm excited, too! What are you going to wear, and where do you want to have dinner?
I'm thinking more, are you ashamed of finding God or admitting that you want God in your life?
I'm not ashamed, but it feels very embarassing for me. Like I should be able to take care of myself. I've also been a cynic for so long now, it's hard for me to eat my words.
I love you.