lacertae

I need some friends.. However, who would be willing to be a muse to my prose of eclectic perceptions?

I've no idea. Rediscovering everything all around has been fairly invigorating still.

Maybe what I relate in text cannot be grasped as naturally as an everyday conversation I have with people I know.

Mayhap, this little corner of the web is the wrong medium to relate the creative aspects of my comprehension.

I'm so terribly challenged when it comes to mingling and getting to know folks. Unless if it's just something else entirely about me.

However, since my awakening, I've been restless to relate anything and everything with folks. It's a peculiar feeling once you get confortable with who you are.

Ponder, ponder, ponder. Hmm.. perhaps I'm just more comfortable with live interaction. I sort of feel like I'm a minority of a minority of a minority. Which makes it hard to find someone to relate to since everyone seems to have experienced the ability to interact with others so effortlessly. I wonder if it's such that other folks fit in such a human condition so naturaly that I'm only able to observe from outside the human bell curve.

I sense that I have a tremendous capacitance of creative content. Yet, how do I connect the chisel to the stone that I might create a sculpture from conceptual imagery?

Patience, impatience, frustration. Think I have to stop for now.

*sigh*