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And I have to confess, I kind of have a problem with it. I really have no idea how to go about letting them know that I want to kiss them, share the most intimate part of me with them... Dan and I keep fantasizing about the idea of having a girl to make love with some time, and it makes me feel so aroused and silly... some day! But it's not even the threesome what I think is so difficult, it's just me getting to express my feelings (both physical and/or emotional) towards that person. That sort of exceptional sexual tension combined with love hasn't happened since Sara, but I'm constantly turned on by the idea of living a full sexual (and/or etcetera) experience with many of the girls I see or know. What's so hard about the flirting process? Hmm... I guess even with guys it's always been them flirting with me.

I really do...

And I miss them all. I really wish I could get them all together to agree to live with me in this nowhere land. I also miss my internet friends, who I don't talk to enough anymore. I hate being on the computer for too long, and I stay in too much writing papers for school.