la_maga

ately I've been just kind of reflecting on how my own life has changed up since I left my comfort zone back in Spain. It seems like it's been forever, but it keeps coming back to me, hunting every positive thought that comes up to my mind. I keep thinking of "what ifs", and going back to the pictures I took there... But now it's not time to go back, and most of you would agree with that. My only big reason is that I just can't find all that many amazing people to connect with around here. I could at least name 8 people who inspire me everyday back in Barcelona. However, just the fact that I can't even call it "home" anymore... anyone else feels like that? I miss that word. Home. My parents moved out from there too, and now going back to Spain is jumping from friend house to friend house and not seeing any family at all... it feels different. I feel alienated from the world, today. I feel like every time I am about to use that word, I run away, in search of my own independence again.

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