Ok, so....Time for an update.
I am feeling much better, thank you
Boy pumped me full of vitamins and gave me lots of TLC.
He makes me cheese.
He met me yesterday for quick din din before school, that was nice. I believe we're going to catch a movie tonight, although the conversation we just had was very silent.
Begin: Random Thought Craziness The paranoia in me sets in. I was going to ask him to be my boyfriend tonight...now I'm second guessing myself. He has done absolutely nothing wrong, its all me.
Should I end it now before he does?
Or before I stop smiling?
I never thought I would be one of these girls who psychoanalyzes anything. Boy, one crazy relationship and my thoughts go spiraling down the path of pessimism. I would like to believe that everything is going to be alright and inevitably things WILL work out in the end for me, it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel though. It's funny how you think you've got it SO together and one sour turn from someone that you care about and your world comes crashing to your feet. My mind is going crazy trying to compartmentalize things. Our relationship doesn't fit into any specific category or box and its making me so anxious. Especially when all of my friends and family want to meet him.
When we first started dating (almost two months ago), he was calling me everyday in the middle of the day...now it seems like if he doesn't call, I start to panic. I start to question what I did wrong. I'm not being clingy or whiny or needy. Maybe he doesn't know that I like him? I'm nuts about him, I'm just afraid I will be left too vulnerable if I tell him. Maybe I should write him a note - Check 'Yes' if you like me and 'No' if you don't. Hello 6th grade, how have you been?
I am feeling much better, thank you
Boy pumped me full of vitamins and gave me lots of TLC.
He makes me cheese.
He met me yesterday for quick din din before school, that was nice. I believe we're going to catch a movie tonight, although the conversation we just had was very silent.
Begin: Random Thought Craziness The paranoia in me sets in. I was going to ask him to be my boyfriend tonight...now I'm second guessing myself. He has done absolutely nothing wrong, its all me.
Should I end it now before he does?
Or before I stop smiling?
I never thought I would be one of these girls who psychoanalyzes anything. Boy, one crazy relationship and my thoughts go spiraling down the path of pessimism. I would like to believe that everything is going to be alright and inevitably things WILL work out in the end for me, it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel though. It's funny how you think you've got it SO together and one sour turn from someone that you care about and your world comes crashing to your feet. My mind is going crazy trying to compartmentalize things. Our relationship doesn't fit into any specific category or box and its making me so anxious. Especially when all of my friends and family want to meet him.
When we first started dating (almost two months ago), he was calling me everyday in the middle of the day...now it seems like if he doesn't call, I start to panic. I start to question what I did wrong. I'm not being clingy or whiny or needy. Maybe he doesn't know that I like him? I'm nuts about him, I'm just afraid I will be left too vulnerable if I tell him. Maybe I should write him a note - Check 'Yes' if you like me and 'No' if you don't. Hello 6th grade, how have you been?
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Stop fretting about your boy! It sounds like he is keen. Enjoy your time together and they will cement you together.
If you really get to a stage where you have to discuss it then raise it yourself. If he is not interested you would rather know sooner wouldnt you?
Im sure he will like you though, cos youre funny and cute.
Good luck!
"Hey, you know I'm nuts about you, right?"
... And gauge his reaction. If it's anything less than spectacular (...uhmm yeah, thanks for telling me!), I'm sure you can find someone better.
If he's a good guy for you (grinning like an idiot, kissing you impetuously &/or "i'm crazy about you, too!") , I'm sure you'll know and neither of you will waste anyone's time by dilly-dallying.
good luck!