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I guess I should post something here to avoid the wrath of being kicked out of SG land. I've been so damn busy and will be sure to post something funny and witty soon.

Get to see my love soon and I am super excited.

kisses Mitch!

Long time no blog.

Life or something like it got in the way.....but I am feeling so amazingly beautiful and awesome and smitten with someone special. Its a new feeling from the typical passive-aggressive love I normally find. He is beautiful inside and out.


For him, I send this....

Trails
In cities you never visited I sensed your presence
In bungalow colonies and airport delicatessens...
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at the risk of sounding all whiny and shit here goes

I am so fucking beyond done with people, men in particular. I clearly have alot less self esteem than I initially thought because I continually let the same guys take advantage of me over and over again and take it with a smile on my face.

I am getting a divorce
I am leaving...
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The last month in review:

It's pretty pathetic I can find time to write a 5 minute blog.

I've been getting progressively worse Health wise. Regular blood test and aal that crap.
Promotion at work which came with more work and the same pay :p
Big decisions, should I stay or should I go? More drama at home, more feeling like a piece of shit...
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Wow the last time I wrote I dont remember.
Funny how a small change in your life has such a big impact.
So a summary of the time in between....

Promotion at work, own office, big responsibility, more communication with the hospitals and the patients. Its good I love it. I found my calling, it took a while but I guess I always believed it...
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So I fell in love with a beautiful stranger
It's just an arrangement
He'll leave the first light of day
This one goes out
To my beautiful stranger
He slipped so quietly away

They say the sense of smell is closely related to memories.
It's not smalls that make me remember. It's passing things, strangers resemblance, a shirt that would be perfect on you, a...
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Hi everyone!!!

These Days

I'm still working like crazy, received a promotion and my own office, which sounds lovely but things are getting busier with the launch of new programs.

The premier of Ontario is coming to our work tomorrow, for a photo op no doubt, but it will be the launch of a new program I will be responsible for

I've (insanely) started coaching...
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will the insanity never end?

I am working so much I am neglecting SG, and all of you lovelies.

I am sorry

i"ll be around soon, I promise

Yeah so I like jumped off the face of the earth again. Though I'm not entirely heartbroken over it.

I'm in mourning, so many people have come in to my life and held me, stole a piece of me, then left as quickly as they came. Some affected me less than others, but the ones that did made up for it.
Im trying to come...
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