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I don't have to be at work until noon today!!! HURRAY!!! But I work until 8pm booo. I will not be attending the FU awards tonight because I am sooo sick which pretty much happens every fucking time I have plans to go anywhere. I got the major chills last night and couldn't get warm. I don't know if it was a combo of drinking...
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I am stilll blah today. I am not sure what it is. Well besides my monthly which came early. I am just feeling so shitty and down in the dumps. I walk around with a painted smile and tell everyone how to BE HAPPY and how to LIVE FOR TODAY when I can't even do it my fucking self. I get in my car every...
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Somethings wrong today. I dont know if it is that maybe the medications are not working or if I am just sick and tired of all this fucking snow. I had two days off work and they were awesome. I go back to work again for week 2 and I am ready to burst a fucking damn. I just wanted to cry, cry my eyes...
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It is Wednesday and it is snowing................again.
I am thankful that I am not working because I would not drive in this shit. It is not worth it for the peanuts I make slugging merchandise to rich spoiled brats who would'nt know fashionable if is slapped them in the ass.

I didn't want to have this attitude about working there but seriously, I am suffering...
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I just got back from the worst and clearly most painful 8 hours of my entire life. I cant feel my legs or my ankles, and HEY do I HAVE any feet down there???

I really wish I could make money doing something OTHER than catering to the rich and snobby and their devil spawn looking for the perfect dress..

Tried it all and failed...
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I just got back from my first day back at work. It was pretty good, of course I wish the people I work with were as cool as me . So on the homefront things have cooled off. I'm furious with a certain person who I cannot name that has been dangling me from a string since August of last year. I have been nothing...
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The events of last night have kind of turned a lightbulb on for me, or turned my face to the sun, out of this shadow I live it. Long story short I (once again) had a fight with my husband, who lives on the opposite end of the earth. We are different which is something I always thought was great about it us. Realistically a...
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I need to get out of here... far far away.

Yesterday was a pretty inspiring day. I was so uber excited to see Obama's inaugaral ceremony. Unfortunately I missed it because I was getting a

. I watched it on the internet and I have to say even though I am a canadian citizen, and he is not obviously my countries leader, this man is an inspiration. I was...
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Wow two posts in one day... I must be truly bored and it must be the fact that there is like 10 feet of snow outside. Also trying to keep my mind off things that take it over. So my friend said I should take the time to answer the following questions every day... or maybe once a week if I find myself busy. I...
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