I hold my breath and count. One, two, three. I slowly accelerate, pushing my heel down as far as I can on the pedal until I hear the familiar rev of my little 4 cylinder engine. I stare at my target and wonder if it will hurt. I wonder if it will be over soon and what an airbag feels like. Four, Five, Six. I...
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I am desperately procrastinating getting ready for work, because I really don't want to go. It has started again. Every single job I have, I work there about a month and then the BPD sets in. I change my mind and decide I hate the job with a passion. I have never been happy in any job. Hubby says that I should suck it up...
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ershin:
thanks for the comment on my set 
love youuuu.
it sucks about your job, but i'm sure if you try hard enough you'll get what you want out of life
xxx
love youuuu.
it sucks about your job, but i'm sure if you try hard enough you'll get what you want out of life
xxx
groove:
No one *is* happy with their job... but everyone *should* be. Why settle? Life's too short.
I dont have much to say today except this describes how I feel today
oh and my hair has turned a bright banana shade of yellow, so I will probably be wearing a hat today until I can fix it tonight.
Happy #%*@*$ Monday Everyone!
groove:
Oh, you *gotta* post a pic of banana yellow hair, c'mon?!
NEW TATTOO to cover up OLD SHITTY ONE!!
WOOT WOOT!!
I hurt though but the pain was totally worth it!
WOOT WOOT!!
I hurt though but the pain was totally worth it!
lillithvain:
PICTURES
groove:
Yes, pics please!
I am going away for awhile I think. I need some time to think without distraction. I need to get away from someone who is driving me nuts.
I will get over him though, mark my words.
No work for 3 days, New ink on Tuesday and new Pics on Wednesday. WOOT WOOT!!
I love...
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jenniferjoy___:
good luck with going away for a while...........can't wait to see your new ink
Hello Monday...........
Off to work again... Hurray for slaving for rich peoples whims!!!
I am at least in a pretty good mood today, so far. The sun is shining, its not going to be toooo cold. I am working on V-day. Not that it really matters anyway- its a Carlton Holiday.
So if anyone is in or around Eglinton and Avenue Rd on Saturday and...
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Off to work again... Hurray for slaving for rich peoples whims!!!
I am at least in a pretty good mood today, so far. The sun is shining, its not going to be toooo cold. I am working on V-day. Not that it really matters anyway- its a Carlton Holiday.
So if anyone is in or around Eglinton and Avenue Rd on Saturday and...
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jenniferjoy___:
i'm off on valentines day...........it's lovely to be working monday through friday once again. hope you had a good day at work
Hello Sunday...
I am hungover and lazy.But I am going to enjoy this day as it will probably be one of the very few weekends I actually get off.
We tied one on last night at the Irish Times. They are looking for waitstaff part-time at night. I think it would be an awesome place to work and I would probably make awesome tips.
I...
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I am hungover and lazy.But I am going to enjoy this day as it will probably be one of the very few weekends I actually get off.
We tied one on last night at the Irish Times. They are looking for waitstaff part-time at night. I think it would be an awesome place to work and I would probably make awesome tips.
I...
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groove:
If you are as friendly as you are cute, you'd make awesome tips! Have a great day!!
yuzi:
Hahaha I woke up with a hang over today too, but my best friend was with me & bought me a strawberry milkshake so all was good 
& thanks for recommending Chopin! That shit is wiiicckkeedd
<3
& thanks for recommending Chopin! That shit is wiiicckkeedd
<3
Its Saturday and a few facts have NOT escaped my attention Ladies and Gentleman...
1) I AM NOT WORKING FOR ONCE. HIP THE FUCK HURRAY!!!!
2) I am minus one child this morning and it will soon be -2
3) It is going to be +7 degrees today! WOOT WOOT!!
4) I feel totally hot and sexy today (not sure why)
5) I am going...
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1) I AM NOT WORKING FOR ONCE. HIP THE FUCK HURRAY!!!!
2) I am minus one child this morning and it will soon be -2
3) It is going to be +7 degrees today! WOOT WOOT!!
4) I feel totally hot and sexy today (not sure why)
5) I am going...
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groove:
You should feel hot and sexy everyday!
Today, I went outside and had lunch with my wife and baby... it's over 50 degrees here!! Yipeee!!!
Today, I went outside and had lunch with my wife and baby... it's over 50 degrees here!! Yipeee!!!
lukki:
You have fun tonight! I can't even imagine 7 degree weather... I'm in FL and if it gets down to 50 everyone is walking around with scarves and huge parkas bitching about how cold it is. Good luck with the roller derby! I have a friend here that does it and she absolutely loves it, but there's no way I'm ever getting on skates again. I went with my daughter about 4 years ago (her birthday party) and I was doing great until a little kid fell right in front of me. Well, in my attempt to avoid him I ended up going face first into the wall and cracking a tooth LOL
You go party like the rock star you are sweetie!!
You go party like the rock star you are sweetie!!
Ok Blog post #2 in single day... WTF????
Its happened. I have caved, I have gave up my resolve and the tears finally flowed. Its been a while but I welcome them back.......sort of. There is something that has been eating me up and it has been the only thing in a very... very long time that has even remotely bothered me. In the last...
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Its happened. I have caved, I have gave up my resolve and the tears finally flowed. Its been a while but I welcome them back.......sort of. There is something that has been eating me up and it has been the only thing in a very... very long time that has even remotely bothered me. In the last...
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lukki:
I'm so sorry you were hurt... maybe the best way to say it is exactly like you said it in your blog and then leave it at that. Sometime things are just out of your control but you have to allow yourself to really FEEL it so you can move on and learn from the experience. The more you allow yourself to work through the emotions the faster your heart will heal, so cry as much as you need to, and one day you'll realize that you aren't crying anymore and that it's just a sad distant memory (I speak from my own personal experience here). Tell him what you need to get off your chest and then look to the future. You are a strong, beautiful, woman!
Day 1 of Day 3. I am fucking glorious!!! I am enjoying being off. I was shopping in this womens clothing store yesterday and bought the most comfortable pair of skinny jeans. They are so cute and make my ass look awesome, I love them!!! While I was there the manager offered me a job claiming I had the look they needed for the store....
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