Today begins 8 blissful days off. I am so stoked. Plus my mom will be here which is exciting for me cause I have really missed her. I finally saw District 9 it was awesome. I probably already mentioned that in another blog. My mind is very scattered lately.
So there is a new girl at my work and I really like her. We share... Read More
If I have to waych one more fucking hockey game I am going to stick needles in my eyeballs. I mean how much fucking hockey can one person watch? It's like I get home from work and it's ON!!!!! All the fucking time.
Oh hell yes I am going to complain. I also fell off a fucking ladder at work, hurt my ankle, hit my... Read More
I am sick of people. Sick of all the jerks and assholes out there who feel its ok to treat someone like dirt. Self centered narcissistic bastards who are only out to gain for themselves. Those same assholes who think its ok to hurt peoples feelings because its only feelings right?
ARRGGGGHHHH!!
I am seriously considering erasing my msn, facebook and changing my cell phone.... Read More
I had a really really crappy day. It all centered over a comment that was made about me by a total asshole stranger. It hurt though because I think deep down I know its true. It made perfect sense yet no sense at all. The reason guys use me, lead me on and basically just act like total dicks is because they can. Because I... Read More
hey sorry to hear you're down....yes, of course insults would never hurt if a part of you wasn't afraid they were true.
*ahem* I actually made a video in response to a recent request you made in a group we have in common, then I got a bit self-conscious & didn't post it...but happy to share it if you can use some "evidence" you're desired.
I absolutely DO NOT want to go to work today. They have been driving us so hard we are all exhausted and can barely gather the energy to get up in the morning. So I have decided to compile a list of excuses to NOT go to work. Feel free to use any of them as your own..
I was think today that not many people (including my spouse) know the little things about me. The seemingly insignifigant things that will mean something 40 years from now. So I decided to do a blog all about me. I will only do it once so you better remember
My Favorite
Flower- White Orchids
Color- Fuschia Pink (black comes a close second)
Regular movie- Eternal... Read More
Me:
This will make perfect sense and no sense at all. I am a whirlwind of emotions, my life is in utter chaos and I sometimes I quite enjoy it. I enjoy the feelings of anger towards others, the feelings of wanting to hurt someone as I have been hurt, make them feel my pain. I enjoy hurting myself, I enjoy... Read More
I feel so uninspired. Like the endless days of mindless work and uncreative bullshit has caused the creative part of my brain to melt. I need to be rescued, I need something to be passionate about. I need something I can't put my finger on.
I started watching "the Secret" last night. Of course because I was watching it from my bed I got through... Read More
I am starting to feel like there is no one in the world that understands me. Ok so maybe I am high mantainence, self centered at times and its always about me. I am so frustrated and the one person in my life who is supposed to support me unconditionally just doesn't fucking GET... Read More
Sorry!!!