Yeah so I like jumped off the face of the earth again. Though I'm not entirely heartbroken over it.
I'm in mourning, so many people have come in to my life and held me, stole a piece of me, then left as quickly as they came. Some affected me less than others, but the ones that did made up for it.
Im trying to come to terms with my feelings and knowing I'll never love anyone as much as I did him.
A moment and thought for each of you....
S.B, you changed my entire life. You turned it upside down, inside out, filled my heart and ripped it out. You taught me everything I know, showed me the most beautiful words I've ever seen or heard. You made me selfless, adventurous and ambitious. I found the most beautiful place on the map because of you, I found my goal, my destiny. I'll always love you, think of you and remember you. Rest in peace with mom and dad silly.
S.R, passionate could only describe us. The kind of passion that ignites a fire, a love that could never be put in words. You gave me clarity, sanity and hope. A reason to smile when I was crying, a shoulder to cry on, a hand to hold. You showed me love does exist, that impossible isn't all that impossible. The strength is beautiful, that I held some importance. The most important thing I learned from you was the old clich was true. Don't judge a book by it's cover, that all is never lost and to never give up. You are and will always be my hero, in life and in death. You are the only person on the face of the earth that could really break my heart. Please come home to me, where you belong.
D.O.A, no, not dead on arrival. You are the male version of me. Adam to my eve-if such a thing exists. You taught me there are no excuses. Just do or do not. I wish we still talked the way we used to. I still send you letters, I hope they still make you smile.
I'm working so much I can't breathe. Everyones got problems, everyone is so helpless all around me. Turning mediocre events into catastrophes, then wanting the magical fix from me.
They don't know I'm broken too. Just someone taught me to never show your pain. I'm sick of hearing how happy people are together, being so co-dependent.
Doesn't anyone do anything for themselves anymore?
Other peoples problems are killing me.
On a less blah and whiny note, pm me your addresses if you want to join my branch of letternerds.com
I want to inspire letter writing again. How truly beautiful is it to get a letter? How intimate and personal? I'm going to be writing letters and need some willing subjects. I have to admit I can be pretty funny and witty, so let's do it people!!!
xoxo
Harle..
I'm in mourning, so many people have come in to my life and held me, stole a piece of me, then left as quickly as they came. Some affected me less than others, but the ones that did made up for it.
Im trying to come to terms with my feelings and knowing I'll never love anyone as much as I did him.
A moment and thought for each of you....
S.B, you changed my entire life. You turned it upside down, inside out, filled my heart and ripped it out. You taught me everything I know, showed me the most beautiful words I've ever seen or heard. You made me selfless, adventurous and ambitious. I found the most beautiful place on the map because of you, I found my goal, my destiny. I'll always love you, think of you and remember you. Rest in peace with mom and dad silly.
S.R, passionate could only describe us. The kind of passion that ignites a fire, a love that could never be put in words. You gave me clarity, sanity and hope. A reason to smile when I was crying, a shoulder to cry on, a hand to hold. You showed me love does exist, that impossible isn't all that impossible. The strength is beautiful, that I held some importance. The most important thing I learned from you was the old clich was true. Don't judge a book by it's cover, that all is never lost and to never give up. You are and will always be my hero, in life and in death. You are the only person on the face of the earth that could really break my heart. Please come home to me, where you belong.
D.O.A, no, not dead on arrival. You are the male version of me. Adam to my eve-if such a thing exists. You taught me there are no excuses. Just do or do not. I wish we still talked the way we used to. I still send you letters, I hope they still make you smile.
I'm working so much I can't breathe. Everyones got problems, everyone is so helpless all around me. Turning mediocre events into catastrophes, then wanting the magical fix from me.
They don't know I'm broken too. Just someone taught me to never show your pain. I'm sick of hearing how happy people are together, being so co-dependent.
Doesn't anyone do anything for themselves anymore?
Other peoples problems are killing me.
On a less blah and whiny note, pm me your addresses if you want to join my branch of letternerds.com
I want to inspire letter writing again. How truly beautiful is it to get a letter? How intimate and personal? I'm going to be writing letters and need some willing subjects. I have to admit I can be pretty funny and witty, so let's do it people!!!
xoxo
Harle..
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Painful to lose ones that mean so much. 
At least you can value your time spent with them, and the things you shared and learned from them. Better that than not have experienced those things with them at all. I don't believe in soul-mates, there are many, many amazing people in this huge world for you to still meet and be enriched by.
At least you can value your time spent with them, and the things you shared and learned from them. Better that than not have experienced those things with them at all. I don't believe in soul-mates, there are many, many amazing people in this huge world for you to still meet and be enriched by.