Good news: the hole in my chest is getting smaller. I am sure the drugs I've been taking ( disclaimer: I am not recommending drug use to solve problems) is part of it. You ever get that feeling of just utter peace and contentment? I feel like that. I still write letters to Solipsist every day, of course fully realizing they will never be returned. I haven't even sent them but it makes me feel like he's still here and that's a life raft I need to hang on to now.
I have crawled out of my anti social shell, and have started communicating again. I feel like the outside world has changed so much, like I'm crawling from a bomb shelter after a nuclear war. School is getting bearable again, I am gaining focus on the end result again, it was blurry for a while.
New job starts soon, I promised myself I'm going to give it a chance and work hard but between you and me I'm lying :p.
I guess I'll take it day by day
I have crawled out of my anti social shell, and have started communicating again. I feel like the outside world has changed so much, like I'm crawling from a bomb shelter after a nuclear war. School is getting bearable again, I am gaining focus on the end result again, it was blurry for a while.
New job starts soon, I promised myself I'm going to give it a chance and work hard but between you and me I'm lying :p.
I guess I'll take it day by day