l1vingdeadgurl

He sky is angry tonight and it makes me feel at home. I stared at the moon and the stars for hours last night, trying to soothe my insomnia. I settled for B rated movies at 4 am instead. I feel like for every good thing that happens, 10 more crappy things happen. I have a job interview.... Good right? Except there is a good chance they won't hire me because I don't have what they are looking for. See insomnia leads to oversensitivity and delusion of granduer. I am worried about the outcome of the biopsy. I really don't like the treatment, but he'll, it's cancer right? Gotta do what I have to do
I guess the good news is I found him, and as long as he is by my side I think it will all be ok. I am in awe of him. When he holds me the world dissapears.
Anyway, cross your fingers for the job and I will let you know. I think I need a good cry and glass of wine.