l1vingdeadgurl

Like a kid in a candy store
I peruse all the choices
Pink, yellow, green and blue
Each a different job to do
What should I choose?
I grab the entire handful
and run to my room
shoving them down, down
further down
till they all disappear
along with the pain
He is angry, pounding
hitting the door
he wants me to come out
I stay silent and pray
He will go away
Leave me alone
And euphoria comes
in the form of hallucination
Maybe today will be the day
I wont need them anymore


I am bored today....