l1vingdeadgurl

I have had a pretty shitty last few years. Beginning with a nervous breakdown and a diagnosis of Bii-Polar disorder. I cried for days after finding out about the BP. I thought it would make me a "crazy" and put me in the "nuthouse". I was conviced my kids would be taken away. I lost my job, my sanity and my self worth. Hubby broke his leg seriously and had major surgery to fix it because of his age. He also has heart issues and it was a major concern for the operation. His mom passed away after a lengthy battle with alzheimers. I started therapy which was good, but it brought out some things I never thought of before, and it has made me re think just about everything in my life. From marriage to kids. I became attached to a total jerk who broke my heart. I moved on. I met someone else, he made my life complete, and I haven't actually "met" him yet. He makes me feel like I am worth something, that I matter. Now he is gone. I am looking forward to the new year and a new start. Have a drink for me on New Years Eve...