I had a really really crappy day. It all centered over a comment that was made about me by a total asshole stranger. It hurt though because I think deep down I know its true. It made perfect sense yet no sense at all. The reason guys use me, lead me on and basically just act like total dicks is because they can. Because I feel like the words that guy used about me. I am ashamed of myself therefore grasp for the attention of people I cannot have, or who do not want me. I am sure there are guys out there who may like me, for who I am, not what I look like, but I always seem to fall for the ones that are unattainable, for me anyway. Sorry this is a bitchy blog, I am just really really upset over the whole thing, I am not sure why it has upset me so much, probably because everyone is totally ignoring me, including my supposed BFF. I love all you guys who constantly support me on here(and dont ignore me) ... it totally means alot!
-There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course.
Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.
-Carl Jung
-There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course.
Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.
-Carl Jung
*ahem* I actually made a video in response to a recent request you made in a group we have in common, then I got a bit self-conscious & didn't post it...but happy to share it if you can use some "evidence" you're desired.