I am desperately procrastinating getting ready for work, because I really don't want to go. It has started again. Every single job I have, I work there about a month and then the BPD sets in. I change my mind and decide I hate the job with a passion. I have never been happy in any job. Hubby says that I should suck it up because no one is happy with their job. I think that is NOT how it should be. I have been having wierd episodes lately, I saw a wierd shadow the other day and last 3 days I have woke up at 5:03 am on the dot. Strange....
I suppose the big problem with this job is the toll its taking on my body. I am in tears by the end of the day because my knee is in so much pain and my feet are swollen like watermelons. I have tried every shoe, orthopedic insole and even resorted to slippers on day, none of it works.
Maybe if I cross my fingers and close my eyes and wish hard enough I may get my wish. Photographer extrodinaire, jewellery maker, internet porn star.
I suppose the big problem with this job is the toll its taking on my body. I am in tears by the end of the day because my knee is in so much pain and my feet are swollen like watermelons. I have tried every shoe, orthopedic insole and even resorted to slippers on day, none of it works.
Maybe if I cross my fingers and close my eyes and wish hard enough I may get my wish. Photographer extrodinaire, jewellery maker, internet porn star.
it sucks about your job, but i'm sure if you try hard enough you'll get what you want out of life
xxx