Something is just not right with me the last couple days. I have that feeling, but I can't put my finger on it. I should be happy, things seem to be going pretty cool. I just cant shake this chill, this burning in my heart, this need down below. The longing for his touch, his arms around mine, those beautiful eyes meeting my confused ones with the reassurance I so desperately need. The words that say he has needed me all along, that he can't stop thinking about me. The electricity between us that creates sparks, that starts a fire that can't be put out. I am being strong because I have to be. I will not make the first move, even though it kills me every day this drags out. I don't care where you are, who you are with or what your doing.... I need you.
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I hope you feel better
I know the feeling of "chills". I get it at random times when I'm doing daily routines or at work...its strange that those thoughts come to your mind at times like that.
We're both in a pickle
We need to hit the Girls Only Group for some cheering up <3