I renewed again, though I said I wouldn't.... Again. I say that every year and it's nothing against SG it's just my lack of time, my too frequently changing interests and some bad, painful history that follows me now matter how much time passes. My good memories of the awesome people I've met keeps me coming back. My crazy busy life prevents me from meeting...
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This girl right here is what professional burnout looks like.
Lost drive, ambition and humor. Sleep evades me but I'm so exhausted. Reading and writing have been replaced with hours of mindless television and emotionally blocking out the craziness around me.
Dream of a vacation...or some time to do nothing.
Revenge is sweet, I have to admit.
What's even sweeter?
When something happens that proves I was absolutely correct and the other person is not only a douchebag in my opinion, but a douchebag for fact.
I don't gloat too much because I do have respect and a little class, but when it comes to one of my kids; I may take the opportunity to...
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What causes these death like experiences? Not that I know what death feels like or if its even painful; but I imagine this feeling of every part of my being hurting and wanting to throw up my entire organ system, may be close to what death feels like.
Now....to find a doctor who actually realizes that every ache and pain in the world is not...
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I have heard from so many people, so many times, that eventually if you live an unhappy life you are driven to change it. I used to think that was true, but after 12 years of living with someone who lives his life in the deepest throes of misery, I realized you just adapt to it and accept it, rather than change it. Change requires...
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Im losing my artistic desire, my touch with everything and anything. I used to love baking and creating cards and books and pretty much anything creative. Now writing this blog is tiring. I dont want to help clients anymore; hell i dont want to get out of bed. Burnout? Pre-Winter blues? Boredom? Just plain old depression? I don't know anymore. I want to be better...
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I think with each new piece of information I learn, I lose some old information. For example, I forgot I still have an active account on SG. Hence I haven't posted anything since pre-summer. Maybe that wouldn't have been different because after a day in the life of my job, you can't put together a comprehensive thought, let alone a blog that resembles anything interesting....
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I am reading the most profound book I have read in a very long time. Especially since I feel the same way as the narrator, but can't express it.
It's so hard without a non judgemental friend to talk to. My so called best friend told me he doesn't agree with my choices and my partying, yet does not know anything about Why I feel...
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It's so hard without a non judgemental friend to talk to. My so called best friend told me he doesn't agree with my choices and my partying, yet does not know anything about Why I feel...
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stcyr:
accusations, recriminations, blame, "fault"
they're ultimately pointless and counterproductive - - at best . At worst they trap you in an unending and truly horrific cycle of litigation, or god forbid, violence.
Let it go.
What happened and why really doesn't matter at this point. What does is moving on, if not amicably, then at least peacefully, and with a minimum of strife.
As always, the best of luck.
they're ultimately pointless and counterproductive - - at best . At worst they trap you in an unending and truly horrific cycle of litigation, or god forbid, violence.
Let it go.
What happened and why really doesn't matter at this point. What does is moving on, if not amicably, then at least peacefully, and with a minimum of strife.
As always, the best of luck.
I am kind of feeling like the "Third Wheel" in many situations lately. I looked it up, because I am a total geek and need to know the meaning of EVERYTHING; and after reading the definition, I realized "yeah, that is what's been going on."
Problem is, I am not used to being the outsider or the tag a long. By my astrological profile and...
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Problem is, I am not used to being the outsider or the tag a long. By my astrological profile and...
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