Not necessity, not desire - no, the love of power is the demon of men. Let them have everything - health, food, a place to live, entertainment - they are and remain unhappy and low-spirited: for the demon waits and waits and will be satisfied.
Friedrich Nietzsche
I wonder sometimes if other people have the same thoughts about other people as I do. If things...
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Friedrich Nietzsche
I wonder sometimes if other people have the same thoughts about other people as I do. If things...
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Getting myself straight....well more specifically getting straight. It really blows.
Good news is school is started again and I am looking forward to it this semester. It is getting more interesting as I go.
Good news is school is started again and I am looking forward to it this semester. It is getting more interesting as I go.
listennow1:
Firstly can I just say thank you very much. You have been so supportive on here it's incredible. I'm hoping the CBT will help, but still no word on word i'll actually be getting it. If there's ever anything I can do or offer you, please just let me know. You give me faith that there are still genuinely nice people in the world.
I managed to finish my school projects that were remaining. I have 2 classes left this semester then finals which I need to start studying for. I spent most of my day on campus yesterday, meeting with the remaining members of my group putting together an awesome powerpoint presentation. Its a subject close to my heart so it was hard to fit everything I wanted...
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listennow1:
congrats on passing your course! I've had a couple of friends with bi-polar and it can definitely be a challenge to deal with, but your right, the more understanding other have of it the better. I know a lot of people just think 'oh that means their crazy right?' when obviously it's not that at all.
listennow1:
ah sorry, i misunderstood the shortening, sorry. I'm glad your working through it all. Thanks
radmonkey:
I feel lately on both this site and in my life there's a strong contingent of mental illness or at least serious issues. Unfortunately the people in my life haven't acknowledged they have these problems. They project them onto other people or circumstances. So I'm heartened by reading that you can come to grips with your issues and try to understand them, though in some ways it might be easier to deny them like others do.
I have felt in love with someone who didn't return it, but those experiences made me decide that kind of love isn't what I define as real love and I stopped falling into that. But if you can't shake it, see what it teaches you. The great Sufi mystics reveled in that kind of love and wrote great poetry about it.
I have felt in love with someone who didn't return it, but those experiences made me decide that kind of love isn't what I define as real love and I stopped falling into that. But if you can't shake it, see what it teaches you. The great Sufi mystics reveled in that kind of love and wrote great poetry about it.
radmonkey:
thanks for your thanks! good to hear your self-renewing attitude.
Ok I don't know what's wrong with me, if I am going through a cycle or something but I had a hard time at work today. I thought this job was better but I have this fear it's going to be the same and I'm starting to panic. I can't keep switching jobs, but my boss turned into a dragon lady today when I said...
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bender99:
Wait because you are in love does that mean I have to stop flirting with you?
This is my blog about food or at least what I am going to make for dinner. I am inspired by xmasjones, who shares all the awesome things he is cooking all the time. So for dinner tonight it is beef teriyaki with steamed rice. Lots of veggies. Yesterday I made a homemade stew from scratch. I have been cooking like Bobby Flay lately,...
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I am content for the first time in a while. I got the fireplace on, the tree is up and decorated just so and best of all Dexter is coming on. The wine is chilling and I'm alone.
Anyone want to see this movie?
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKtrLiQTSM8&feature=youtube_gdata_player [/YOUTUBE]
Big project for work due tomorrow. It's a postcard for some fancy lawyer who's extremely picky, it doesn't bother...
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the_libertine:
I wish I had a tree... I get so conflicted this time of year. I used to work retail for so long that Christmas became synonymous with "revealing the true, ugly face of humanity."
But every so often, I long for a little tree to decorate and put a few presents under...
Hm... I hijacked your blog. Sorry.
But every so often, I long for a little tree to decorate and put a few presents under...
Hm... I hijacked your blog. Sorry.
the_libertine:
that's cool. I find traditions soothing. 
I think I need more of those...
I think I need more of those...VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
padre:
Just a little company, just for sex... haha
padre:
No matter what for me, that's always key
Ok, two blogs in two days. You can tell (well if you know me) which most of you dont really because I disappeared into the abyss for months. I am totally manic lately. I have been writing like a fiend about mostly depressing shit and the state of my life but even working on the book, that will probably never be done but it sounds...
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Land of the dead, or at least that's how I feel. I haven't slept more than an hour each night since about a week ago. I had a feeling something was going to happen today, I couldn't decipher whether it be good or bad. I guess it was kind of good since my charges were withdrawn for lack of evidence, a nice surprise
Someone unidentified...
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bender99:
My Monday was ok. I procrastinated a lot and wished it was friday. I love your new profile pic. Makes me wanted to do dirty things to 
oxy:
Im sure the new job will go fine
On a happier, non-brooding, woe is me, whiny, crying bullshit happier note, all the outside Xmas deco's are up. It puts me in a happier mood. Pics soon!!!
I'm working hard at keeping my mood up, so far I'm keeping on top of it. I'm off out tonight so hopefully I can have a good time with that. I'm not letting her or work get to me right now.
Also I hope you do stay on this site. You've been so amazingly kind and supportive to me in here. I really appreciate everything. I only hope I can give back to you as much as you have to me.