Ok Blog post #2 in single day... WTF????
Its happened. I have caved, I have gave up my resolve and the tears finally flowed. Its been a while but I welcome them back.......sort of. There is something that has been eating me up and it has been the only thing in a very... very long time that has even remotely bothered me. In the last...
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Its happened. I have caved, I have gave up my resolve and the tears finally flowed. Its been a while but I welcome them back.......sort of. There is something that has been eating me up and it has been the only thing in a very... very long time that has even remotely bothered me. In the last...
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lukki:
I'm so sorry you were hurt... maybe the best way to say it is exactly like you said it in your blog and then leave it at that. Sometime things are just out of your control but you have to allow yourself to really FEEL it so you can move on and learn from the experience. The more you allow yourself to work through the emotions the faster your heart will heal, so cry as much as you need to, and one day you'll realize that you aren't crying anymore and that it's just a sad distant memory (I speak from my own personal experience here). Tell him what you need to get off your chest and then look to the future. You are a strong, beautiful, woman!
Day 1 of Day 3. I am fucking glorious!!! I am enjoying being off. I was shopping in this womens clothing store yesterday and bought the most comfortable pair of skinny jeans. They are so cute and make my ass look awesome, I love them!!! While I was there the manager offered me a job claiming I had the look they needed for the store....
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I don't have to be at work until noon today!!! HURRAY!!! But I work until 8pm booo. I will not be attending the FU awards tonight because I am sooo sick which pretty much happens every fucking time I have plans to go anywhere. I got the major chills last night and couldn't get warm. I don't know if it was a combo of drinking...
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lukki:
MUAH right back at ya! Thanks for the sweet comment in the Hopefuls Only group 
You sound like a rockin' cool chick and I'd love to chat with you! PS - You are quite lovely 
You sound like a rockin' cool chick and I'd love to chat with you! PS - You are quite lovely I am stilll blah today. I am not sure what it is. Well besides my monthly which came early. I am just feeling so shitty and down in the dumps. I walk around with a painted smile and tell everyone how to BE HAPPY and how to LIVE FOR TODAY when I can't even do it my fucking self. I get in my car every...
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Somethings wrong today. I dont know if it is that maybe the medications are not working or if I am just sick and tired of all this fucking snow. I had two days off work and they were awesome. I go back to work again for week 2 and I am ready to burst a fucking damn. I just wanted to cry, cry my eyes...
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It is Wednesday and it is snowing................again.
I am thankful that I am not working because I would not drive in this shit. It is not worth it for the peanuts I make slugging merchandise to rich spoiled brats who would'nt know fashionable if is slapped them in the ass.
I didn't want to have this attitude about working there but seriously, I am suffering...
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I am thankful that I am not working because I would not drive in this shit. It is not worth it for the peanuts I make slugging merchandise to rich spoiled brats who would'nt know fashionable if is slapped them in the ass.
I didn't want to have this attitude about working there but seriously, I am suffering...
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I just got back from the worst and clearly most painful 8 hours of my entire life. I cant feel my legs or my ankles, and HEY do I HAVE any feet down there???
I really wish I could make money doing something OTHER than catering to the rich and snobby and their devil spawn looking for the perfect dress..
Tried it all and failed...
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I really wish I could make money doing something OTHER than catering to the rich and snobby and their devil spawn looking for the perfect dress..
Tried it all and failed...
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I just got back from my first day back at work. It was pretty good, of course I wish the people I work with were as cool as me . So on the homefront things have cooled off. I'm furious with a certain person who I cannot name that has been dangling me from a string since August of last year. I have been nothing...
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. So on the homefront things have cooled off. I'm furious with a certain person who I cannot name that has been dangling me from a string since August of last year. I have been nothing... Read More
groove:
Sounds like a good plan! 
The events of last night have kind of turned a lightbulb on for me, or turned my face to the sun, out of this shadow I live it. Long story short I (once again) had a fight with my husband, who lives on the opposite end of the earth. We are different which is something I always thought was great about it us. Realistically a...
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ig_by:
aw. I hope everything works out the way you want
groove:
Damn, that sucks. Counseling can make s huge difference, but it's work. You both have to want it to work in order for counselling to be successful.
I hope things do work out for you...
xHUGx
I hope things do work out for you...
xHUGx
I need to get out of here... far far away.
groove:
Everything okay?
Yesterday was a pretty inspiring day. I was so uber excited to see Obama's inaugaral ceremony. Unfortunately I missed it because I was getting a
. I watched it on the internet and I have to say even though I am a canadian citizen, and he is not obviously my countries leader, this man is an inspiration. I was...
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Wow two posts in one day... I must be truly bored and it must be the fact that there is like 10 feet of snow outside. Also trying to keep my mind off things that take it over. So my friend said I should take the time to answer the following questions every day... or maybe once a week if I find myself busy. I...
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