I feel like I have been away forever, even though its only been two days. I have had some major mental health issues and really needed to see the psychiatrist to get this sorted out. This has brought on some very serious realizations.
If I take the medication I may not be me- not bubbly and happy- just a shell. Mind you I also wont...
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If I take the medication I may not be me- not bubbly and happy- just a shell. Mind you I also wont...
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eirikhalvorsen:
thanks for kind words on my phtos
the reflective neon-plastic thingamagig was a bit hard to work with. i used a huge octabox for keylight so that the reflection would get bigger and look better but the plastic fabric curved and bent itself endless :-s
anyway my goals for now would be
1. practise more on a rolling technique on my double bass drum pedals
2. give more of myself to get more assignments to shoot
3. try to keep my car clean
4. be a better boyfriend
the reflective neon-plastic thingamagig was a bit hard to work with. i used a huge octabox for keylight so that the reflection would get bigger and look better but the plastic fabric curved and bent itself endless :-s
anyway my goals for now would be
1. practise more on a rolling technique on my double bass drum pedals
2. give more of myself to get more assignments to shoot
3. try to keep my car clean
4. be a better boyfriend
_felix_:
I LOVED the soundtrack for S. Darko. the movie was alright...D. Darko was better. I actually expected S. Darko to be really bad or unwatchable because it's not written or directed by the guy who did the original, but it was better than I expected it to be.
what did you think?
what did you think?
If you could only see how bad I look right now.....
Something between a bag of shit and vomit. I have worked so many hours in the last couple days on my feet that I can't differ between on day and the next. I got home at 10pm last night, wolfed down some food, had a shower and went to bed. Had to be at...
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Something between a bag of shit and vomit. I have worked so many hours in the last couple days on my feet that I can't differ between on day and the next. I got home at 10pm last night, wolfed down some food, had a shower and went to bed. Had to be at...
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foolish_hyena:
Everything will work out dear just gotta beleive in it and take it one day at a time 
I suck at alot of things. I suck sometimes at being a good wife, a good mom and a good person in general. My heart is always in the right place though. I would never intentionally hurt anyone. My illness causes me a great deal of emotional issues that I struggle to work through. This may cause me to be not such a great person...
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foolish_hyena:
Looks like a yummy pancake to me. but I am a little odd in that crunchy is good
I wanted to write about something more positive today..even though I feel like shit in a bag..
Things I love about my husband: (
Things I love about my husband: (
his forgiveness
how he stuck it out with me through all of my past and current isses is beyond me.
his affection
the way he makes me feel like the most beautiful...
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lenya:
Great pic! I'm getting married in Sep.
thinkinanalog:
Beautiful. I love this.
I am blogging while at work. They have me calling a shitload of customers to tell them about our sale. Its truly idiotic that in this day in age, people can't just give their god damn email address!! Sorry I am venting..
I did a mini set yesterday and upon the realization about how unphotogenic I am.. I will probably NOT be posting it. I...
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I did a mini set yesterday and upon the realization about how unphotogenic I am.. I will probably NOT be posting it. I...
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I just had awesome sex... just wanted to let everyone know..
I think I have turned into a sexaholic as well....
I think I have turned into a sexaholic as well....
groove:
Hehehe. At least someone did!!
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olbutchuro:
Haha. Good shit!
Crazy day at work.. well every day is really. Every day that passes I feel more depressed. I can't get out of this funk. I miss some people deeply, so deeply it hurts, which considering I am now emotionless is a pretty fascinating thing.
While I was out washing my car on Monday I got sunburn on my shoulders and it fucking kills when I...
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While I was out washing my car on Monday I got sunburn on my shoulders and it fucking kills when I...
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lu666cifer:
take care with depression dear, it took me to the depths of abyss
xoxo
xoxo
groove:
New name? New pic? I like it...
It rained on my parade today!!! I had a photo shoot all set up to go outside and it pissed rain all day. I am very dissapointed. I was dying to show you all my naked self..... Again....
I did achieve getting my taxes done and bought myself a couple of new dresses. I also made more jewellery to add to the growing collection. Other...
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I did achieve getting my taxes done and bought myself a couple of new dresses. I also made more jewellery to add to the growing collection. Other...
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darkmrfripperton:
Hug, sorry your shoot was rained out.
Yes, try to send a tip to the police somehow.
Hug, you're awesome!
Yes, try to send a tip to the police somehow.
Hug, you're awesome!
I am at work as I write this. Scanning numerous catalogue shots with our archaic scanner. See this is why I have time to blog cause I am still waiting for the picture to scan.
I have a question for everyone.. if you are a guy and are trying to blow off a girl, what are some of the stupid things you will do?? OH...
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I have a question for everyone.. if you are a guy and are trying to blow off a girl, what are some of the stupid things you will do?? OH...
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I was off today. My first Saturday off. To which I fully intended to get outside in the gorgeous sunshine and clean my dirty, filthy car in a pair of shorts and a tank top well all the neighborhood hilbillies drooled their lakeport out of their mouth. I was also going to take pictures to share with all my SG peeps. Encountered a slight problem....
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jprooies:
Pic ME Pic ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
Probably. There are a lot of judgmental assholes out there.
Would you still feel the same about someone if you found out they were bi-polar?
I would. But I honestly don't know if I'm typical. I understand the value of meds. As much as I might not like the idea of having to take meds to balance my brain, the reality is that sometimes brains are unbalanced, you know?
Would you stigmatize them into what you believe being bi-polar is?
Nope. See above.
But again, I *know* that meds can help. They really, really can.