New job is boring so far. I am a bag of worry. Lots of changes going on in my life right now. Time to be a grown up LOL.
So no more crazy hair, no more large visible tattoos and no more piercings. This is the real world, its time I carved a place in it.
So New Moon comes out Friday. I cannot wait....
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So no more crazy hair, no more large visible tattoos and no more piercings. This is the real world, its time I carved a place in it.
So New Moon comes out Friday. I cannot wait....
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user209834982:
I hate that tattoos are an issue at jobs. It's so ridiculous.
" we have too many sounding words and too few actions that corrospond with them"
I am turning a new page in my life tomorrow. I am filled with fear, dread for the unknown and excitement all at once. Turning pages has proven very difficult in my life. I hang on to things too strongly, too deeply. My mental connections with people become complicated, on...
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I am turning a new page in my life tomorrow. I am filled with fear, dread for the unknown and excitement all at once. Turning pages has proven very difficult in my life. I hang on to things too strongly, too deeply. My mental connections with people become complicated, on...
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Ok so I did something very terrible to someone I care about a ton. He is now ignoring me and has blocked me. So I don't know how else to let him know how sorry I am. I know he reads this and I am hoping he realizes how much I do care, no matter what I said in the heat of the angry moment....
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groove:
I hope he does see this and forgives you...
shellbell:
That really sucks, I hope it works out for you.
Come up to meet you,
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart
Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Manic cycling this weekend... this pretty much sums up my weekend...
LOL.
Followed by a hangover and...
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Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart
Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Manic cycling this weekend... this pretty much sums up my weekend...
LOL.
Followed by a hangover and...
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berdie:
thats my rollercoaster too
user209834982:
Love the new profile pic
Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so...
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And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so...
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_solipsist_:
Hey, good luck with the big important meeting 
Let meknow how if goes.
Let meknow how if goes.OMG this is hilarious....
Since I am forced to be off work today, and I don't really think I have the flu, I will probably clean and do laundry. Exciting right?
Nothing exciting has happened here in Ontario. Except a 13 year old died from the piggy flu. My son is 11. A little close for comfort. But he is managing to drive me absolutely...
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Since I am forced to be off work today, and I don't really think I have the flu, I will probably clean and do laundry. Exciting right?
Nothing exciting has happened here in Ontario. Except a 13 year old died from the piggy flu. My son is 11. A little close for comfort. But he is managing to drive me absolutely...
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shanedoe:
i think i'm getting a cold--- 
other than that i'm ok so far. hope this weekend will be good ^^
other than that i'm ok so far. hope this weekend will be good ^^
wanton:
yeah, H1N1 is thick here.
I am amazing at screwing things up. You would not believe.
I feel sick. Not the kind of sick a medicine can help with.
The time was great while it lasted.
I feel sick. Not the kind of sick a medicine can help with.
The time was great while it lasted.
renna:
hugs, hun. I hope everything works itself out.
xo
xo
Better sleep than lately, still not great.
She dreams of him and it makes her happy. Happier than she's been in a while. Dreams of his soft hands in her hair, around her to keep her warm. The sunrise come and she is smiling...she rolls over and he is gone, just a figment of her over active imagination. He's a million miles away, sick and...
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She dreams of him and it makes her happy. Happier than she's been in a while. Dreams of his soft hands in her hair, around her to keep her warm. The sunrise come and she is smiling...she rolls over and he is gone, just a figment of her over active imagination. He's a million miles away, sick and...
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My chest hurts and I have that tightness feeling in my chest that a massive panic-then asthma attack could only bring on. Every time this happens it makes me scared to sleep for days. I feel like I need someone to watch me sleep in case I stop breathing. It will be a rough couple of days.
I watched Fargo last night and believe it...
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I watched Fargo last night and believe it...
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greatchance:
Great movie, that was true events and most of the whole story! (The Blue Ox Bar was still there when I was back home on one of my few visits anymore)!
_solipsist_:
I have to agree on Buscemi. He is pretty cool.
The question is... what was the last article the psychiatrist read and are they any good, Scary but true.
The question is... what was the last article the psychiatrist read and are they any good, Scary but true.
I fucked up...
I'm sorry...
I'm sorry...
enric:
what's happend???
_solipsist_:
Me too.
Crazy
Affected with madness; insane- CHECK
Intensely involved or preoccupied- DOUBLE CHECK
fantastic; strange; ridiculous - Oh Yeah
It is so windy all my fantastical halloween decorations are falling over everywhere.. it looks like shit now.
My doctors visit was wonderful as well. Turns out I am allergic to fleas, and one of the animals has them. So back to the vets we go..
I...
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Affected with madness; insane- CHECK
Intensely involved or preoccupied- DOUBLE CHECK
fantastic; strange; ridiculous - Oh Yeah
It is so windy all my fantastical halloween decorations are falling over everywhere.. it looks like shit now.
My doctors visit was wonderful as well. Turns out I am allergic to fleas, and one of the animals has them. So back to the vets we go..
I...
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_solipsist_:
I'm working. Lets the people with kids take off and go trick or treating.
Exciting, right?
Exciting, right?
brightredscream:
I'm doing a ghost walk
The drops of rain they fall all over
This awkward silence makes me crazy
The glow inside burns light upon her
I'll try to kiss you if you let me
(this can't be the end)
Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad
Down down down down
Down down down...
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This awkward silence makes me crazy
The glow inside burns light upon her
I'll try to kiss you if you let me
(this can't be the end)
Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad
Down down down down
Down down down...
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_solipsist_:
That's a good one.
I'd rather not get back to getting a life if that's what people mean. I'm too tired for that.
I'd rather not get back to getting a life if that's what people mean. I'm too tired for that.
christmasjones:
It's called "keeping up with the joneses" and since I'm a Jones, usually life has trouble keeping up with me!
Lovely writing. I'm jealous of your talents.
Lovely writing. I'm jealous of your talents.