my tummy keeps doing these flips. i think ive found a couple apartments, just have to wait for my fiance to get them. if we find one today, we're going to go to the bank, and get a loan, so we can get it right away. he wants to be out by next week. we have 6000$ if not more coming to us on friday, so we should be ok for a bit. he just got laid off today, so that will pay for our rent and furniture, and my paychecks will have to pay for the food and whatnot. i hate feeling like this. my parents scare me, i dont know how theyre going to take this. little does my bf know that hes going to be here when i break the news to them. guh. no fun. i just dont want them to hate me or whatever. which they probably will, but they shouldnt, me not going back to school is a good choice. i dont want to. i want to take a year off. open my own club. does anyone know how i can go abouts getting my bartending license??
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i guess they got over it, but i think they still hold a grudge. good luck.