kyttee

woah! been a while since I've posted.... ok, well, here's an update......

I'm better now, no longer sick. I found out a bit after I posted my last entry that I was pregnant but I lost the baby shortly after.... sortof a mixed blessing... sad because it was a life, but good because I don't need to feel the guilt of an abortion (even though I still needed to go through the process). No worries though, I'm ok.
The father, however, is still a major asshole.... but we'll save that one for my personal diary. If you can't say something nice... blast his fucking nuts off.... isn't that the saying? hum.....

I'm surviving though. Moving in 2 days but I only have a fraction of my packing done. Can't wait to get away from my stupid roomates, even though I'm moving in with another roomate, this time, it's someone I know (even though I'd like to kill him at the moment... FUCK!) again.... something for my personal diary, not the internet.
I hate men. I honestly truly do right now. Well, to be fair, all men except my father, right now. My dad is a wonderful man. I hate proving Freud right but I need to marry a man like my dad.... altho one with a little more balls would probably be nice.... but none the less... a supportive caring sensitive man. Why is it most men I find like this are either taken, wussy, psycho, boring or gay? damn

Anyways, I need to get to sleep. Much packing to do tomorrow. Toodles... and if ur a man, die.
But be reborn tomorrow, a much wiser being. (cuz maybe tomorrow I won't want you dead... )

x x x x

PS. please, no one take this personally. if you do, then don't bug me with it. this is just me ranting and venting. deal with it.