kyshak

went to bed around 2...woke up around 3:30 in a cold drenching sweat...you ever a dream where you know that this is to true to be a dream...then the thing happens like a week or a year later...and it crosses your mind a split second that you had a dream about that very same situation....well i had about 6 or 8 of them last night in an hour and a half...im fucking freaked and scared as to if these are just my mind fucking with me or if there a bad premonition...either way they are all filled with terror, joy, regret, and other emotions that i just cant wrap my head around right now...part of me wants it to be true and the other part doesnt because its afraid of the outcome...fuck me I am really scared...i would elaborate more but i dont have the information to say for sure...and yes i know i shouldnt worry about stuff that i dont know to be true but i have had a lot of these dreams in my life and ALL of them have happened...im not saying im nostrodamus...all i know is what has happened in my life and the way things have went...ok i need to go im haveing a panic attack