kyleomen

Christmas is here again I suppose. I believe this year my feelings for Christmas have finally solidified in to something meaningful. I dont think Christmas should be as social as it has become. I would love for it to be a quite, intimate day where you and your loved ones gather for food and gifts. By loved ones I mean the people whom you actually love not just acknowledge their presence and give them something out of obligation. Thats all Christmas seems to be anymore. I hate wishing people a merry Christmas as well. I think it should just be known. Anyone who knows me knows that I always wish them well therefore I shouldnt have to say anything. Anyone who doesnt wish everyone the best everyday is just an asshole. One many levels this is how I really feel but on another it is just spawning from the lack of love. I guess I dont lack it but I want more. I always want more.

I got some gifts and gave some too. For shopping at the last minute I really pull threw on the thoughtful meter this year. I still get that magical gleam in my eye when I gaze at the presents under the tree. Over the years I have learned to cherish each opening and make sure to my appreciation known. I know my parents enjoy that so I try to make them happy. I got some sheets for my new bed and a nice blanket too. They are wonderful; I am actually in them right now. My dad gave me a drill which I desperately needed. I love my stocking the most. Just little knic nacs that my mom loves to wrap. We all got tickets to go see Wicked in Philly and we are all going out west in the spring to see the canyon and visit some relatives. Travels as a family is unheard of in ours. Hopefully we will get to do it more often.

Ive been sick for about three weeks now and I cant stand it any longer. If I hock up one more snot ball I think I will go insane. My body needs to get its act together and make me better. My throat is so horse that I will be competing in the Kentucky derby next time round. Haha, lame I know.

Time to nap a bit Id say. All of you enjoy your day!