I just woke up from a killer nap. I dont think Ive every felt as happy then when my head hit the pillow today. For some reason it just sent me into a state of complete bliss and I whisked away by the dream monkeys. BUT, now I am all outta whack and need to do something. Food will be one foa shoa.
Work was fucking EASY today. We put in eighteen number blocks and a few stop signs. I really had to use my brain on that one! :p That fucking jack hammer is heavy! My arms feel like noodles right now. NODDLES! Hmm.
Lately, Ive felt that Im not doing enough. I guess this spawns from years of being a fat, procrastinating fuck that coasted threw high school and bombed his first two years of college. But I dont consider myself a fuck up. I just dont think my time to shine has come. I am a very hard worker with a good amount of intelligence. I just need to learn how to harness those two traits into something career like. I know its not going to be a mainstream job and thats fine with me. Id rather so something crafty and sell things under a small business. Its the small business man who will win this country back! Offering TRUE customer service, rather than just boasting the crap out of it and not delivering. I.E. large corporations. Ive worked for large corporations in the past and see what they do on a daily basis. It is disgusting, and the get away with it because no one person is powerful enough to stop them. I dont want t be rich, fuck rich. I hate money. I just want enough to live a happy life in the corrupt society and provide for whomever I want. Only time will tell my friends.
Work was fucking EASY today. We put in eighteen number blocks and a few stop signs. I really had to use my brain on that one! :p That fucking jack hammer is heavy! My arms feel like noodles right now. NODDLES! Hmm.
Lately, Ive felt that Im not doing enough. I guess this spawns from years of being a fat, procrastinating fuck that coasted threw high school and bombed his first two years of college. But I dont consider myself a fuck up. I just dont think my time to shine has come. I am a very hard worker with a good amount of intelligence. I just need to learn how to harness those two traits into something career like. I know its not going to be a mainstream job and thats fine with me. Id rather so something crafty and sell things under a small business. Its the small business man who will win this country back! Offering TRUE customer service, rather than just boasting the crap out of it and not delivering. I.E. large corporations. Ive worked for large corporations in the past and see what they do on a daily basis. It is disgusting, and the get away with it because no one person is powerful enough to stop them. I dont want t be rich, fuck rich. I hate money. I just want enough to live a happy life in the corrupt society and provide for whomever I want. Only time will tell my friends.
infinity:
i dont feel like i should be where i am right now. yeah i can handle the workload but its really different than im used to. still i dont know i really feel a need to take like a year off and figure out what im going to do with my life but i got a good feeling that will happen during either winter break or during the summer
derceto:
have a good time at the show tonight 