I feel much better. I'm still on 20 milligrams of oxy every 4 to 6 hours but I'm cutting down today to see if the pain has gone down. I feel a lot more sane and I think what I need to do, for myself, is to just quit my job and take a break. There are so many things that I am good at and so many ways that I could make some money and just so many things I want to do for school and self improvement that i need to do now, while i'm young. Obviously the biggest thing is money. If i don't have a job how will I pay my bills and shit. Basically I'm going to figure it all out, keep a positive attitude about that. I think I can pull it all together. We'll see. Thanks everyone for their support.
sneeks:
wish you the best! hang in there