kyki

It's such a lovely smokey day with the Cali fires burning half force now but full for mostly. God I just love the orange sky because of someone else's incompetence.

I need a coffee enema.

Starting school soon. Getting shoes today. About to hop in the shower. Then shoes, then the mountains. I missed you Colorado Mountains!

I'm in Galway. It is so nice here!

My goal is to feel good naked. I'll write out a place for this year and next year and it'll be something I follow alright? Thinking of joining the Navy or air force. Somewhere I wouldn't ever have to kill people or shit, I should apply as a medic. But now I have so many joint problems we'd have to see if that was a...
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Lovely day to be inside. It's actually really perfect weather out just to be chilling with the window open. It's windy and cool but still warm enough that the breeze is nice. Off to Ireland tomorrow. Laundry is in the washer, I'll have some clean underwear and such. Thinking about what I'm going to do when I get back. I'm already busy with plans and...
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So it's nice out. Had my friends employees show up just as I'm sitting in my pj's downstairs. Shit how embarrassing. I quickly put on some clothes but they were leaving by the time I'd dressed.

I'm feeling really sick today for some reason and sadly enough I'm thinking (am I pregnant?) but that's not a real worry... I don't think. I think it's actually...
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Dear Hustler,

I am that girl. I am that girl in the letters to hustler that you honestly can't believe half the time. Jesus. I need a break.

I had sex with the neighbor. I'm sure you're wondering why I would sleep with someone when I have a boyfriend. When I say we have an understanding, it's more like, we live in completely different countries and I can't expect him not to fuck other girls so we aren't like being boyfriend girlfriend unless we're together. I know, excuses excuses but it's not really...
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Going out tonight with Liz. It'll be fun to go out in Leytonstone since I've not really gone out here. Fun because it's basically local and I would like to be able to party places where I can walk from. Not a whole lot going on but the pub right next to the house seems like Friday might be a good night. It was last...
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Depressed? Don't know why. Need some motivation. Feeling ugly don't want to go outside.