I love weed. I love to wake and bake. That means that smoking is pretty much the first thing I do in the morning unless I need to piss or the cats are hungry.
I love being stoned first thing in the morning.
But, what I don't love is waking up with a weed hangover and needing weed to make me feel normal.
I don't like having to smoke just to feel normal (anymore).
I've been doing it since I was in my mid to early teens and I'm just tired of being tired. And pot has a tendency to make you tired.
I would love to smoke weed in the future, but currently my lungs are in really bad shape and that doesn't help anything else in my body, because oxygen is very important for your body/brain to function.
I just want to get things under control, save some money, spend some money on something besides weed, start doing things besides just smoking.
I want to start hanging out with people who do things besides smoke weed.
Actually, I just want to start hanging out with people.
Weed really allows me to isolate.
I love being stoned first thing in the morning.
But, what I don't love is waking up with a weed hangover and needing weed to make me feel normal.
I don't like having to smoke just to feel normal (anymore).
I've been doing it since I was in my mid to early teens and I'm just tired of being tired. And pot has a tendency to make you tired.
I would love to smoke weed in the future, but currently my lungs are in really bad shape and that doesn't help anything else in my body, because oxygen is very important for your body/brain to function.
I just want to get things under control, save some money, spend some money on something besides weed, start doing things besides just smoking.
I want to start hanging out with people who do things besides smoke weed.
Actually, I just want to start hanging out with people.
Weed really allows me to isolate.
milyy:
Sad!
kus:
im trying to get over the pity phase