kurupt

So we all have things we have done in the past, and learned from them right? So why dont we always apply that knowledge. I think I am an intelligent person, may not be the best speller, but i rock math!!!! Enough about that, but seriously- we learn and try to make sure we see the signs, warnings, flashing neon lights telling us "hey fuck head, you've been here before, and it was a fucking diaster, what the fuck are you doing?" Maybe we tried to avoid a particular scenario but somehow we ended up there. I know this is vague, but can be applied to numerous situations. But it still amazes me. I may go into something with a different state of mind, trying to view something in a different way so as not to be in the same situation. But!!! And this is the biggest of BUTTS!, we are who we are, and we are going to become absorbed or conditioned to a situation by who we are. Explain? We all handle things in our own little way so when we think we have a new mind frame and we are stronger and smarter because of a past situation, we do not consider that our mind will still interpret the situation the way it has it the past. We may not want it to but it will, so run, flee, escape the bain of your mind until you can exercise it properly and reroute its thinking pathways. And good luck with that, i am trying this but it is a feat! It is taking way more time then i have to try this little experiment. Mad Scientist out!! xo