kurtz

i've been feeling a bit melancholy as of late...... feeling sorry for myself and others...... i have, on occasion, drowned those feelings in spirits rather than spirit...... i need another good, old-fashioned god-fucking...... my search will never cease...... i mean, what the hell..... my problems won't rest, neither should i......

Nobody doubts that he exists, though he may doubt the existence of God. If he finds out the truth about himself and discovers his own source, that is all that is required.

~Ramana Maharshi~

edited to say........ today is the 9th anniversary of my mothers death...... and i almost forgot...... i miss you mom...... i really do......