Before I even get to last night's UNIMAGINABLE fiasco, I would just like to thank everyone for the well wishes! I'm feeling WAAAY better, and today, I dedicated myself to some frantic job-finding and hooking up with OTHER temp agencies! I have to go and register with another one tomorrow, but hopefully, yes? I also spammed my favorite goddess author, Zane, with a bunch of emails, since I'm working on my book, so here's hoping she replies! I've been focusing a LOT on my writing and I'm feeling better about myself.
A lot more positive than I've been, actually!
Also! Talked to Madame Dwam! I'll hopefully have some sneak previews of my new set, "Living Poet's Garden"---which is a play off of "Dead Poet's Society". So look out for that! And speaking of more things SG, related, as soon as I am done with this blog, I am gonna finish up the article I have been busting my ASS on for the past week (thank you SO much for not minding the delay!!!), and hopefully you all (especially the cosplayers and anime/gamers) will enjoy it once it goes live on SG!
And NOW, for the insanity last night.
So, me and my dude are fooling around, and that turned into some nutso sex. REEEEEALLLLLY good sex. Plus, I love the bonding we have. What's that drug called? Oxytocin? Yeah, I have a lot of that, so it was fun getting all cuddling and sexing time with him. We had awesome wake-the-neighbor sex (Well, we couldn't, because we didn't wanna disturb everyone else), but that's not what made last night ABSOLUTELY ABSURD.
No, what made it absurd was that I get THIS message on FB from my once-upon-a-time-ex:
"Hey.
I know this is really random and out of the blue, but I think your phone dialed me last night. I may or may not have heard you having sex. It sounded like it. It was really loud. Anyway, that's all.
Be honest with me: how come you never sounded like you were having that much fun with me?"
I. WAS. MORTIFIED. But then I'm like, "Wait...how the hell could he have heard me having sex through my PHONE??? I don't even have his number anymore."
CORRECTION. I DO. I have an Android and Facebook automatically syncs up my friends list with my contacts if their numbers are listed on FB. And I always sleep with my phone right beside me on the bed. So, of ALL THE PEOPLE WHO COULD HAVE HEARD ME HAVING SEX LAST NIGHT, IT DIALS MY EX. RANDOM AS ALL HELL!!!! RANDOM!!!!!
UNREAL!!!!!!!!!!
I apologized to him for hearing me and my dude mid-booty, but I also had to give it to him straight (because he's an asshole), so I messaged him back:
"I AM SO SORRY ABOUT THAT!!! So embarrassed! Don't even know how that happened! And to answer your question: You just weren't that good."
And no, I DON'T feel terrible for putting his esteem in the toilet, given the emotional hell this asshole put me through. Especially because he has a HUGE-ASS ego. Knock it down, a bit my friend.
So, yeah. Interesting night. How's life with you guys? Hope all is well! Gonna go dance around, break into a sweat, shower, and then do some grocery shopping! Wish me luck on the interview tomorrow, and all of the applications I put in today!
PS: Have you seen these amazing sets? These Hopefuls need to go PINK.
Siriuss
Pesky
Hexxus
Pyke
Beezle
Minks
Zebrah
Jinchuriki
Derya
Cini
And every other lovely Hopeful out there, keep going for it!!!! You guys have got this!!! RAH RAH RAH!!! Don't give up!
Love to everyone!
PS: IS ANYONE ELSE STOKED ABOUT SEEING MARLENE ON THE FUCKING FRONT PAGE?!??!?! I AM SO HAPPY FOR HER!!!!! GO GIRL!!!! Love to all!!!